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バカな犬ほど可愛くて ( Baka na Inu Hodo Kawaikute ) Drama CD Review

( Above Pic : Satoshi [ Left ] and Kariya [ Right ] )

Author Name : Aida Saki
Company : サイバーフェイズ - Cyberphase
Released Date : 25th December 2006
Pairing : 川島得愛 x 平川大輔 ( Kawashima Tokuyoshi x Hirakawa Daisuke )

I had been longing  to listen to this once I heard one of the clips from Hirakawa Daisuke 平川大輔's Drama CDs selection. Omigosh. NICE. Kept on telling myself, although the uke  is Hirarin, he's not  Katsuya-chan (>_<) Can't blame me, the voice is exactly the same XD So next to what I actually think about this drama CD.

"友情を壊す気はない。だから好きだとは言わない。 恋人ならまた新しくつくることができるけど、友達は代わりがきかないから―― " ( I don't want to destroy this friendship. That's why I won't say that I like you. It is possible to have a new lover, but, there is no substitute for a friend-- )

The young writer, Nagase Satoshi ( voiced by Hirakawa Daisuke ) is in love with his junior, Kariya Shirou ( voiced by Kawashima Tokuyoshi ), who, he had known for 10 years since his high school and is 2 years younger than him. When did he actually realise he had feelings towards Kariya? That was not long ago. Maybe... Just around 1 year ago? But he had no intention to tell him, thinking that it will destroy their friendship.

" 先輩、俺、好きな男の人ができたんで す " ( Senpai, I found out that I like a guy ) What? I did not tell you because I know that you are straight and I don't want to lose our friendship but now you tell me you like another guy?! Shocked, depressed, disappointed, unbelievable. Different emotions started to arise in Satoshi. When Kariya happily told this to Satoshi and requested Satoshi to help him out, Satoshi, who is in a state of despair, chased him out of the house. But Satoshi can't resist it. " If I can't be the person who will become your lover, then at least allow me to help you out in finding your happiness" said Satoshi to Kiriya and ended up helping him...

When I first listen to it, it was kinda sad and depressing. But when I finished the whole thing and thought back on the plot, I was like, " Huh? This 2 persons are kinda..... slow  on their feelings? =S " Both thought that they are having one-sided love but in the end, it turned out that both have feelings towards each other. If Utou ( Satoshi's ex-lover ) and Kazumi ( Utou's son ) did not help them out, their feelings would stay unknown forever. It appears that, Kariya went to Kazumi for help and pretended that the guy he likes was Kazumi to shock Satoshi.

Another thing that shocked + impressed me most is ( which never happened in any drama cds I heard ) -- The guidance on the 'first time' =.= It's actually painful. When Kiriya asked Satoshi to teach him about the 'first time' but the intention was not to do it with him but with another  guy. It's painful to Satoshi. But oh well, it turned out well in the end so I got no grudge against it =D

As usual, Hirakawa Daisuke's voice was so perfect. His voice is always my most favorite uke  voice lol. His changing in tone sounds so professional and I was so impressed. The way he tried to hide his sadness when talking to Kariya... Only by listening to it will make you heart-break =( This is a cute and sweet story lol.

『―――悪いけど、もう少し好きでいさせてくれよな』  [ I'm sorry but,  you will allow me to like you, right? ]

Plot : 9
Voice : 9
Enjoyment : 8
Overall : 9

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!

Labels: BL, Drama, Review

Hey guyz~! I realised I didn't update yesterday (>_<) どうしてかな？覚えない。。。 =S By the way, just some small update here bout what happened in this 2 days. Yesterday, guess what, 2 CLASSES = 4-HOURS CLASSES were cancelled =.= We were supposed to end our class at 6.00 p.m. but ended up we went home at 12.00 p.m. *sighs* I don't mean to complain anything or what. I know maybe lecturers themselves might have their own problems but the thing is, I would really appreciate it if the college can inform us earlier and not on the day itself. *sighs* We need to do our own arrangement also mar haiyoorrr.... So that means now ( including the postponed Mass Communication class ), we got 5 hours of postponed IT Class, 2 hours of postponed Human Communication class and another 2 hours of postponed Mass Communication class. Let's see how they replace those 9 HOURS postponed class for us *evil laughs*

And today, went to college at 9.00 a.m. and found out that the 10.00 a.m. to 12.00 p.m. 2 hours IT Class was postponed as well. Great... Ended up in the library. Kinda frustrated already *sighs* What? Bad omen for the week? =S

Recently, I used up a lot of time online. Oh, not forgetting the assignments. Uhoh.... But hold on, it's not like the dateline is tomorrow! Well, need more time management and self-dicipline again I guess. The usual lol. And anyway, I was sooooo hooked up with BL Dramas these days. LOL. Don't blame me kay. I added a 'drama section' in the navbar so feel free to check it out if you got the time ( well, it's still under construction lol ) Will update more on this when I finished with the waiting-list dramas =p

That's all. I told you it will be short right? lol

Labels: BL, College, Drama

*yawns* Today is such a hectic day for me. *yawns again* Don't mind me, I just woke up (>_<) Yeah. I was so tired when I reached home from college at around 5.15 p.m. and after telling my parents about the interview stuff, I bathed and slept. As you can see, I just woke up. Ermm... what time was it? Yeah, I guess it was around 10.00 p.m. (>_<) And I just had my dinner. Straightaway after I woke up. Around.... 10.00 p.m. also? =S This is the first time I had my dinner this late. Kinda impressed =S Didn't have a good night sleep last night, what did you expect?! *yawns* There is so many things I wanna talk about so, just to make things simpler, these is basically what I am going to talk about :

• Class ( Mass Communication, IT and Malaysian Studies )
• Interview for Achievement Scholarship
• Application for PTPTN Loan

Okay. Let's just start with the first one.


Class ( Mass Communication, Information Technology and Malaysian Studies )

Well, I did not sleep well last night due to today's scholarship interview but, fortunately, I was able to wake up early. As early as 6.30 a.m. ( My usual wake up time is 7.00 a.m. ) I was feeling really really tired but I forced myself to wake up. I know there will be lots of preparations for me to do. Dressed up and double-checked whether I had brought the things required for the scholarship. Urgh. My first time wearing formal to college =S Bet I looked weird (>_<) Everyone was like asking me "Got presentation ah?" or "Why do you wear like this?" And I had to explain to one after another that I got an interview lol.

So we got a new lecturer for our Mass Communication class. Ms. Soh is an experienced person in the field, eventually. She got 15 YEARS experience in TV Production field. Oh gosh that's really long O.o Anyhow, she's kinda nice but to be honest, I still prefer Ms. Nalena. Well, let's give everyone some time kay? Maybe I am just not used to it hehe. We were slacking off in a discussion room and when we went for our IT Class, we found out that it was cancelled . =.= Another IT Class postponed without informing us. Grrrr... I would have done something else by then *sighs* Blame myself for not alert enough to check out the memo outside the classroom *sighs again* So we went back to the room.

The number of students in the Malaysian Studies class is obviously decreasing. Most of them transferred to another class, which is Mr.Jafni's session. But I see no point of transferring if there is so many people transferring as well. It will end up like the normal noisy class we have =.= So we decided to remain in the same class. Not like the lecturer is not good, it just depends on you whether you want to listen to her or not. And... Assignments! Wooohooo~ I see them piling up now and we got not much time to actually prepare for everything. See, we got Malaysian Studies, Mass Communication and Human Communication. Each with TWO beautiful assignments and it will be SIX altogether. Urgh. Just try to finish up everything as soon as possible so as to avoid last minute work =S

Interview for Achievement Scholarship

Yes. I guess I looked super weird today. Wearing formal and carrying a big frame =.= ( Thanks Ivan for helping me carrying the huge monster lol ) The interview was supposed to be on 1.00 p.m. I was slacking off in the discussion room with Afiqah, Ivan and Zhen Yao and went to the meeting room on the same floor at 12.50 p.m. Waited inside the waiting room with 7 others applicants. Waited for an hour =.= I was supposed to be the 2nd one to be interviewed. Waited outside the meeting room for another 15 minutes and a person came telling me that my session will be on 4.00 p.m. as my Head of Programme was not around ( I suspected whether it will be Mr.Phang at that time lol ). So I headed of to my Malaysian Studies class instead.

Around 3.15 p.m., I got the call from the person-in-charge, who asked me to attend the interview at 4.10 p.m. Okay.... So right after class, went to the same floor and the same place. I was 5 minutes early ( Thanks Ms. Wanie for letting me go early! =p ) Went to the washroom and made some final touchup on the look. At 4.15 p.m, finally I attended the interview. It was a 3-to-1 interview. Ms.Jesslin of the Financial Department, Mr.Phang the Head of Programme of my programme ( so my guess was right huh? lol ) and another man from Scholarship Unit interviewed me.

Ask about my feelings when I faced the 3 persons? Hmmm... Actually I wasn't feeling excited, worried or nervous. It was just like a discussion session lol. And kinda fun actually hehe ( Quoted from Edmond =p ) I was just surprised on the questions they asked. They asked me a lot of LEO and also event organizing stuffs. Hmmmm... I thought they are going to ask about financial stuffs lol. But oh well, they asked about reasons I chosed Mass Communication and my aim after the studies. Well... It was not really that tough for me to answer actually as I had already got all the answers well-craved in my head. I had always knew what I really want and not to mention my aim, I had got that implanted before I even started the course XD But the questions on events and stuffs really surprised me. Well it's okay since they asked me about things I am expert in (>_<)

To make a conclusion for the interview session, their last question was : If we give you the scholarship, you have to maintain your results and will you help out the college in organizing events? I was like, lol, why not? I love to organize events XD I think the whole interview session went out perfectly well. I talked a lot. Yes, thanks to everyone for the tips lol. It was important to be observant when you are talking. Observe and pay attention to the interviewers expression lol. But don't get nervous when you get a shaky head lol. Anyhow, I thought I was rejected but when I knew that I actually got the chance to get interviewed, I was really glad =p

Application for PTPTN Loan

Well... Another thing that surprised me =S I woke up at 10.00 p.m. and went online to check the PTPTN status. It seemed that my application was approved =.= Okay. Now what? I can't make my decision yet as I haven't get the result of my scholarship application =S So I decided to hold on to it. Well, now I have a backup. If I didn't get the scholarship, I still got this loan to support my studies XD But of course I want the scholarship! No need to pay back but the loan I will have to pay back later on T.T Hmmm... Let's just see how everything will turn out then =p *phew* I am so relieved now. I guess my parents are as well lol. They are always worrying about my college fees =S The only problem now is which to chose. This is what happens when you applied for 2 in the same time =.=

That's all for today. Adios people, gonna go do some serious stuffs now =S

Labels: College, Hectic, Interview, Loan

Hey hey! Everything is going on quite well now but I don't know about tomorrow. I changed my room's setting! Woohoo~ FINALLY. It was last Saturday. Actually my dad wanted to tidy up a room for my sister but in the end, he came to changed the setting of my room after I told him my plan. Now my whole room is like so new to me. My bed is now under the window, which looks a lot more better than it used to be. I had always wanted to move my bed to the current location lol. And when you stepped into my room, you will see my study desk first then later on my bed. It used to be : You will see my bed first then my study desk lol. And everything is so tidy and neat now I am so impressed XD I demolished a table as well! More space for my room woohoo~! ( According to my dad, a room must look wider and more space to make a a person's mood better XD ) And yeah, it does. I mean, I get more fired up when I see my study desk first instead of my bed. My bed will make me feel mood-less XD In conclusion, the whole view is so nice now I am always eager to dash into my room and stay in there for the whole day. It's so comfortable *hugs bear* (>_<)

And I realised I haven't elaborate about the last 2 posts. Regarding the interview tomorrow (>_<) Yup. I got this Achievement Award interview tomorrow *gulps* I submitted the application 2 months ago and got no news at all after that. I thought they had rejected it T.T But last Friday, Ms. Vijay of SOLLA called me and asked me to attend the interview tomorrow! Omigosh I was so super shocked when I received the call. So after Ms. Vijay told me about the stuffs to bring, attire and all, I dashed downstairs and told my mom. She was so happy =p But now another thing bothers me : That means I'm gonna wear FORMAL on Monday?! Oh gosh, everyone will be looking at me like a weirdo O.o If that doesn't look weird enough, I was asked to bring along my ORIGNAL certificates and awards as well. OMIGOSH. For your information, the photostated certificates I sent in, one of them is the Top Leo Secretary Award I got last year during the Leo Forum, and the certificate is FRAMED UP IN A BIG FRAME. I'M GOING TO LOOK SUPER DUPER WEIRD!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! But, oh well. Just once in a while. lol.

The scholarship is actually very important to me. You know, I didn't come from a rich family and several arguments had been going on in my family because of financial problems. If I get this scholarship, it will be FULL tuition fee waiver from my course. Means I'm paying NOTHING. But yeah, I know it won't be that easy. The interview itself is already very important. Your first impression, the way you speak and the way you present yourself. Thanks SO MUCH for Edmond and Felicity for the advice! Yeah. Be confident and be sure on what you really want. Most importantly, DON'T BE NERVOUS =S Once you are nervous, you won't be able to think about anything =S I pray hard I won't become nervous at the last minute ( Although I had already went through some interviews already =S ) Currently preparing all the stuffs *kiss National Service cert* *deep breath* Telling myself that...


I CAN DO IT

Of course I can! With my dearest friends all supporting me, how can I not? lol. Yup. It will be fine. Really fine. I want it. Desperately want it. I can now imagine the happy face of my mom and the relieved face of my dad if I get it. I really want to put those expressions on their face!

WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE! =D

And special thanks for those who wished me. It gave me motivation you know! XD

Labels: Formal, Interview, Room

Review of Final Fantasy VII : Advent Chidren Complete 2009





The above is the trailer for this amazing digital animation XD It's the 2005 trailer but they remaked a new one and was released in 2009 ( Sorry this is the only eng-sub trailer I can find =p )



Type : Movie
Aired : 16th April 2009
Producer : Square Enix
Genres : Game, Action, Fantasy, Super Power, Sentimental

Okay.It seems like I am once again back for the mood to engulf myself in the usual favorites (>_<) Final Fantasy VII was always in my list of 'must-watch' anime when I first saw the amazing CG and art in the trailer. And again after watching it, I have no regret at all. The version I just finished was the latest and newest version : Final Fantasy VII : Advent Children Complete 2009. It was AWESOME. The story took place 2 years after the gameplay, which at first confused me when I started watching.

I downloaded this movie ( yeah it's a movie ) because I want to watch it in a clear and best quality. If I watch online, the quality will definitely be a lot worse than the original one. The download only took me one day. The movie length was about 3 hours but trust me, you will never regret after watching XD

Talking about the plot, I haven't finish the original game so I was kinda confused. But I read the synopsis and got a brief idea of what happened. Talking about the characters, it was awesome as usual. Except for the seriousness, they included lots of humour scenes which made me can't stop laughing. And when you watch this, seriously, don't judge a book by it's cover. A serious-looking person will just suddenly pop out some funny words or do some funny actions XD







Talking about the character's voices. Awwww... Sakurai Takahiro as the main character Cloud Strife was just amazing as usual. And not to forget Suzumura Kenichi as Zack ( although Zack's appearance in this movie was really really few T.T ). And did you notice? ONCE AGAIN! Sakurai Takahiro and Suzumura Kenichi are ONCE AGAIN working together as best friends. Fuuuu.... Seriously I am SO impressed O.o

The CG and the art of the scenes are unquestionable. I would give full marks for it! The settings are AWESOME. The battle scenes are fast and amazing. I just can't blink when I watch. *drools* Oh, I forgot to talk about the character's looks. Tell you, it was super FANTASTIC O.O They are ALL SO good-looking! They look SO REAL. My goodness. Technology nowadays really can make people die of satisfaction =S The drawings are so nice and smooth. The characters are all so handsome and pretty *faints*


Plot : 8
Sound & Music : 7
Characters : 9
Voices : 9
Art : 10
Overall : 9.5


HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!!

Labels: Anime, Final Fantasy, Review

Scholarship : Achievement Award
Date : 25th May 2009 ( Monday )
Time : 1.00 p.m.
Venue : 3rd Floor, Inti College Subang Jaya
Attire : Formal ( Now where can I get this *frustrated* )


I thought they had disapproved my application *phew*


p/s : Luckily I have no class at that time *phew again* Pray hard I get this! =D

I will remember today's date -- 21st May 2009. This date is the date where bad news turned in one-shot. I had been strucked by shockness, unsatisfactory and worries for this whole day. If this is what my fate is trying to test me, I will accept it. And I do believe in karma. If fate is trying to judge me from how I act to these situations, I will prove to fate that I am better than how they think I am. It had been a while since I was tested like that.


First : Change of Mass Communication Lecturer

Maybe I haven't say this before but Ms.Nalena is always my favorite lecturer since the first day she stepped into the class. The news of the change made me depressed and I felt strong unfairness in this world. Before this, I was still suspicious on the so-called 'Is the World Fair to all Humankinds' sayings. But fact made me believed it and I realised that we have to posses a strong and determine heart to conquer the challenges the world gives us. Nope, we MUST be strong and determined. Not physically strong, mentally strong. It's like a declaration of challenge to you by the world, who cooperated with our fate. To test us, whether we are a suitable candidate in this game. I would not want to surrender before I try. And when I try, I must make sure myself can grab victory and success. I disapprove unfairness. The one thing that I disapprove most is the failure of the battle between me and myself.

Yes. It might be sad and unsatisfying. I was really pissed off when I first got to know. It's like all the good and best stuffs are grabbed away from us whilst we had worked so hard for it. I know, it's pure unfairness but what can I do? It's not like I can change the fact. I am not capable of changing fact and things that are decided by people who are more qualified than me. What I can do now is to put it more effort and tell the fate that : I haven't lose yet. I will show you what is made of me.


Second : The News of Ivan's Dengue Disease

Ivan called and told me he got dengue. When he first told me, I was shocked out of my nerves =S Yeah I am glad it was not swine flu but dengue got the same danger as swine flu ( to my opinion ). Because this disease can kill. Seriously. I had seen cases around me. My friend, also my senior, who is also currently in Inti, got dengue not long before and he was admitted to the hospital. It was a serious case which the high fever he got made him unable to attend school or even to go anywhere. But luckily he was cured now. Another case, this victim was not friend nor relative or mine. Just someone I know. She got dengue last year and DIED. The blood level decreased rapidly and this will cause death. It's a dangerous disease. I would never want people around me to get it.

I will pray for you, Ivan. Get well soon. I am sure you are strong determined enough to conquer it. The most important thing is still health, you better mark my words.

Timetable was changed for the 5th time! Urgh. It's not a big change but somehow, I think it's better. Tuesday's 8.00 a.m. class was moved forward to 10.00 a.m. No more 4 hours break. I can't be relieved enough =D I really pray hard, that the road in front will be more peaceful and more stable. Most importantly, I hope that the road in front of me will have zero depressing and sad moments. I know what will come will come but I just want to put in hope. At least, please minimize the damage. Thanks.

Loveless -- Ritsuka ( left ) and Soubi ( right )

Yup. So from what you can see, this is a pure anime post, so you can ignore this post if you are not interested =D Today's anime review is on Loveless.

Episodes : 12
Aired : 7th April 2005 to 20th June 2005
Producers : J.C. Staff, Bandai Visual, TV Asahi
Genres : Action, Mystery, Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Shounen Ai, Supernatural

I will talk about the story in my own words now kay. So it started when we were told that the brother of the main character, Aoyagi Ritsuka, was dead in a fire. The brother, Seimei was a high school student but surprisingly, he died in an elementary school, on a chair. He was burned to death. Why a high school student appeared in an elementary school? Who killed him and why was he murdered? Ritsuka was in a confused situation during the starting of the story. We were told that his personality had changed completely since 2 years ago, which was the after the death of his elder brother. His mother refused to accept Ritsuka, saying that he is not the Ritsuka she used to know anymore. In one of the episodes, it was revealed that, 2 years before, Ritsuka's academic performance in school was not good but he was popular among his friends. But after the death of his brother, he had changed into a completely different person. The personality he used to have turned upside down. He scored perfectly in his exams but he became cold and refused to befriend anyone.





In the 1st episode, Ritsuka was a 12-year-old elementary school student. 2 years after the death of Seimei. His mother became insane and gets mad at him easily. After moving to a new school, a guy, Agatsuma Soubi, approached him. He claimed to be the friend of Seimei and he was also an university student by the age of 20 ( wow, 8 years apart huh? XD ) Later on, Ritsuka eventually discovered that Soubi and Seimei used to be a fighting pair, where Soubi was the 'Fighter' and Seimei was the 'Sacrifice'. A Fighter fights while the Sacrifice will endure and take all the damage of the Fighter during battles. After Seimei's death, Ritsuka eventually became the Sacrifice of Soubi, although both of them bear a different name. Fighters and Sacrfices are bond together with 2 persons with the same name. Both Soubi and Seimei bear the same name -- Beloved whilst Ritsuka's was Loveless. The stronger the bond, the stronger the Fighter in battles.






The more acquaitances they made, the more battles they went through, Ritsuka started to figure out the truth on his brother's death. He got to know about this secret and mysterious organization -- "Seven Moons". However, Soubi refused to tell Ritsuka anything about the organization and also about Seimei's death, saying that he couldn't do so. Even the enemies they met were unable to tell Ritsuka the truth. Zero was one of the series of enemies they made. The Zero series were unable to feel pain.





Due to the curousity and the determination to find out the truth, Ritsuka started to do his investigation, based on the memo he received from the enemy, with the help of Soubi, who stated that he will for anything for Ritsuka. Everything.


COMMENTS
I knew this is a Shounen-Ai series. In fact, it's a well-known Shounen-Ai series. Not Yaoi, Shounen-Ai. However, the signal is not strong. To be honest, I can't see any love between Soubi and Ritsuka. Instead, this series gave me a strong feeling or maybe should I say, shadow of Kuroshitsuji. The master-servant relationship. "All you need to do is to order me" And they got a similarity in the pairing : Matured adult x small brat =.= The uke is an egoism. Tough and determined. The seme , obedient and loyal. Yeah. Another similarity was, the uke tend to refuse the seme at first but in the end, he gave in (>_<) At first, this series gave me this feeling 'How can a person say 'I love you' so easily when they do not have love in them?' That was what Soubi did. Appeared suddenly, confessed suddenly, and the 3 words can just slipped out from his mouth so easily =.=

The cat's ear is cute! (>_<) The ears will only get off when they... *ahem* become adults... *coughs* The songs are nice. In fact, I got the songs before I started watching. The ending theme "Michiyuki" was beautiful and sad . There was this meaningful dialogue from Seimei in the last episode : Let's see who will win in the end. Your FATE or your DETERMINATION TO LIVE .

RATINGS :
Content : 7
Music : 8
Character Setting : 7
Voices : 8
Art : 7
Enjoyment : 7
Overall : 7

Labels: Anime, Loveless, Review, Shounen-Ai

So time for the usual daily update. Guess you noticed I updated the blog quite late these days? Yeah. I sorta decided to update my blog at night cause of the packed afternoon (>_<) Yes, today was a normal college day. Ahhhh... Like, finally. I can't imagine it's that hard to become a student. I mean, a college student. Well, I am not having any unsatisfactory now and I will just accept whatever that will come to me. Well, this is life, what do you expect?! If a life is lack of tough and miserable stuffs, it won't be a perfect life already =p

IT and English for the day. The new lecturer of IT, Ms.Ng is a good lecturer. We had lab lessons today, which taught us how to run certain programs in Windows. I won't say that I am an expert in computers but wait, what can you say about a person who on the computer for a minimum of 12 hours per day? LOL. Get what I mean? Well, I learned some new stuffs too today. But what was taught is on Windows XP whereas I am used to Windows Vista and I only use Windows XP when I use the family desktop. I think ( personally lar , no offence kay? =p ) that Windows Vista is better than Windows XP. Or should I change the saying... I think Windows Vista suits me more than Windows XP. Okay. And bear in mind that I had used Windows XP for 3 years and Windows Vista for 2 years. Haha. We learned about the way to start a topic of an essay in English. For me, English essay is something I am interested to. Ummm... In fact, I am a person who loves to write. Yeah. Since I was in secondary, I am fond of writing essays and I always have difficulties in cutting down the length of the essay whenever I start writing. Hey I didn't say this is a good thing kay. Cause it might cause you trouble if you write too many unnecessary stuffs ( a.k.a. craps ) in your essay. So now I am trying to keep everything limited and straight-to-point.

Classes ended at 1.50 p.m. I was starving. I am still trying to return to my usual style of eating only one meal per day . Not that I am on diet or what, but my stomach tend to make itself unhappy whenever I tried to eat more that one meal =S My dad bought McD after I requested for it. And once I reached home, I gave my mom half of the Coke and brought the meal up to my room. Woohoo~ Heaven man. I bathed and I ended up in my room. Imagine that. McD in your room, which had it's air-conditional and laptop on. Relaxation.... XD I used to eat in my room lol as long as the room won't have any weird smell after that =S So I surfed the net and discovered lots of useful websites *jumps* Like now, I am having my Winamp on, which is currently connected to a radio website, which plays Japanese songs ( especially theme songs of animes and anime songs and also JPoP ) 24-7. Wooohooo~. It seriously looks like a radio station. You can even request what song to play, as long as it's in Japanese. And you can also chat with the other users online in the chat box (>_<) So cool! lol. So when I discover any nice songs, I will download them wooohoo~ I am feeling very energetic now although it's already near 11. Should I sleep tonight? Hmmm... Tomorrow we are having the shortest timetable in a week. Classes are only from 8.00 a.m. to 10.00 a.m. Sorry dad... He has to go to work late because he has to fetch me back from college. Awwwww..... I felt so guilty when my parents did extra work for me and when my parents sacrifise their own stuffs to help mine. I love my blood =D And I got the best family in the world! XD


p/s : I am having difficulties to save Kanji! HELLLPPPP T.T [Persona 4 ]


Listening To : STARGAZER~Hoshi no Tobiraby Negishi Satori

Labels: College, Japanese, Radio, Songs

Hey hey! Hmmm... Actually not really concentrating on blogging now. My TV is on in front of me, and I am currently playing the videos sent by my Timbalan Komanden from NS =D Awwww.... Feeling so nostalgic now. The sweet, bitter and interesting + unforgettable memories. Especially those people. I kinda... miss them so much now *wipes eyes* I wonder are they doing well now? Although some of them are from Selangor just like I do but I did not get the chance to ask for their contact numbers or emails. And now there's this super duper sad song playing along with the nusic video... *wails* National Service -- An Unforgettable and Special Memory =D

Okay let's start off with today's happenings, kay? I was so proud of myself for being able to sleep as early as 1.00 a.m. last night (>_<) I redo my journal because something kinda happened after I written my previous one XD Typed it out, saved in a pendrive and planned to wake up early the next day to print it ( For your information, I was using my laptop when I typed the journal and my printer is connected to the desktop ). So the next day, I woke up at 6.45 a.m., printed my journal and was going to wear my heels when I received one of the best messages for the day. It was a message from Ivan informing that Mass Communication Class, which was supposed to be at 8.00 a.m., was cancelled. I was like... HUH? I should have slept longer! LOL But since I had already woke up, I just went to the college as usual. I finally got my book returned. Fuuu... One more day and they will fine me O.o

And just before we headed to our next class which was supposed to start at 10.00 a.m., we got another best message of the day. The timetable was changed ONCE AGAIN. The last one didn't even last 24 hours =.= And plus, when I first took the timetable that I thought it was supposed to be the latest and final one, I was actually cheering around and was so satisfied with the time. But the changed a.k.a. latest timetable, made me laughed in despair. Tuesday is the WORST. 4 HOURS break and class ends at 6.00 P.M. Urgh. What am I gonna do during the 4 hours break?! I wish I got transport so I can chill out at home instead =.=Thursday's class. 2 hours of class from 8.00 a.m. to 10.00 a.m. and bye bye we can go home. What?! It's so imbalance kay! Only Wednesday's and Friday's classes look normal. Grrr... =.=

So since we had 4 hours long break, Ivan and I decided to go to Pyramid. We went there by bus once again. Ivan took me to The One Academy. At first we went to the gallery. They were having exhibition on games. Woohoo~ They really look nice, though. So I was never wrong that TOA really produces talented artists (>_<) Then we sat down and watched at the award-winning digital animation productions. The productions are so professional kay. It would take me forever to learn about the techniques that's why I never went to TOA =S After that, we went to look around the campus. The first impression when I stepped into the campus was : Wow, this is so artistic =D Tons of computers lol. And yeah they look professional =p Later on, we met up with Ivan's friends and we had lunch in a Chinese restaurant outside Pyramid.

We went back to college at around 1.30 p.m. By bus, again. Finally we entered our class! Fuuu..... We learned about 'listening' today. LoL. Human Communication is always fun =p We were supposed to have our next class, IT, after Human Communication but we were informed that the lecturer had actually went back after long hours of waiting =.= *sighs* What a day. The problems with timetable all... =.= Imagine that, I was in college for 8 hours and I only went for class for 2 hours =.=

I seriously hope that tomorrow will be a normal day. WHERE'S THE NORMAL COLLEGE LIFE?!

Labels: College, Hectic

Hey hey! *snores* Are you tired? Well, maybe today should not be a tired day for everyone but I don't know why I was feeling tired and sleepy for the whole day. Even now when I am typing, my eyelids tend to close themselves and my eyes are actually soaring pain T.T I have tried to get some sleep just now as soon as I get back and after my shower but when I lied on the bed, I closed my eyes, trying to sleep but I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP! Grrrr... Why can't I fall asleep when I am tired + sleepy?! Weird.... But oh well, let's see how long my stamina can support me =p

I actually planned to stay in the college till 5.00 p.m. everyday but however, due to the change in the timetable, I find it useless or maybe a bit pointless to do so. First, Monday and Tuesday, class ends at 4.00 p.m. Wednesday will be 12.00 p.m., Thursday 2.00 p.m. and Friday 1.00 p.m. The timing is alright. And I can't see myself staying up late in the college for 3 to 5 hours =S So now I will have to learn hard exactly how  to concentrate when I am studying in my room and exactly how  can I ignore all the distractions and noise. Assignments are starting to pile up now. Just today, we already get the question of the assignment for our Mass Communication, which is definitely  not going to be easy =S I need to learn how to use Photoshop =S Next, IT assignments and projects *sighs* And our sememster break is long way more to go. Ahhhh... I need to have a break.... So somehow, I had come out with the new timetable(?) or maybe the planning of time on how I'm gonna study.

I will just study as much as my stamina can take me. Learn more things to increase the quality of the outcome. And between the study time, I need to have my break. I need to play games, watch anime and read manga to relax myself too. I am not a robot! LOL I hope I have more time *sobs* So this is briefly how it will work. Argh seriously feeling very very tired now. Why can't I just sleep? *wails* Okay then. I gotta rush now. Tata~! =D

p/s : I am using Opera now. A new browser *winks*

Labels: College

Urgh.. I am feeling so guilty now =S These two days, 80% of my day is all about GAMES ( excluding time used up for sleep and eat ). I hardly spend anytime on my studies. Aiks aiks.. this is really really bad. *slaps* I musty come back to reality soon! =S So I decided to stay in the college up to 5.00 p.m. everyday for my studies. Yes. I know I will be attracted + distracted by the laptop, TV, DVD and PS2 when I am at home. So I guess this is for the best *sighs* *coughs* I should buck up.

So what I did in these two days? Like what I had said, it's all bout games. Saturday, I went online. In fact, I used up most of my free time online (>_<) But luckily I managed to solve some stuffs that had been bugging my for quite a long time. I finally decided what song to sing on 26th June! =D Yeah I will be singing Blue Moon and I hope I can practise on the high pitch/tone of the song. Nah, there's still one month left! Woohoo~ Long time. And later on, I proceeded to Tales of Destiny. Awww man... I miss this game SO MUCH. So decided to fight the last boss once again but died. T.T I wonder what happened? Maybe it's an impossible thing to actually defeat it during your 2nd playthrough... Aww.....

And for today, played Persona 4 most of the time. Oh gosh, it was so hard kay! I nearly died in Yukiko's mansion =S Huge hug for Yosuke to heal me continuously so that I won't die. So bond is really important, eh? lol But luckily the battle is fun, or else I will just take the controller and smash the TV. LOL Just kidding lar , I'm not that ganas XD

Posters are up again in my room. I guess people will not want to stay in my room for long now haha. Urgh... Seriously feeling guilty right now. I guess I will start my studies/homework/revision at... 10.30 p.m. maybe? Adios =D

Labels: Games

Hey guyz! Fuu.... Tiring day But a very fun and contenting one XD I am currently downloading O2Jam. Don't know why but suddenly felt like playing it again (>_<) Too bad they don't have anime or game songs or else I will definitely get addicted =S

Persona 4 is a really nice game =D Started yesterday and I was kinda addicted to it lol. Some early pros and cons regarding the game :

The PROS :

• The graphic is nice ( to me ). I thought it will look really 3D-ish but turned out it was actually 3D + 2D.
  
• They have some cut scenes of animes as well.
  
• Seiyuu =D The anime voice of the main character ( a.k.a. me ) was voiced by Namikawa Daisuke, other seiyuus like Morikubo Shoutarou, Horie Yui, Paku Romi, Seki Tomokazu and Kugimiya Rie are in it as well. Well, I am actually playing the Japanese version because I want to listen to the Japanese a.k.a. the original voices =p
• The battle system is easy as well. It's not a free mode but still nice.
  
• Personas are interesting. I am interested in upgrading them to make them more powerful.
• Plot of story. Not bad. Some kind of mystery + thriller + comedy. You can go through the TV! O.o
• The selection you can make between the character's dialougue is interesting. Your selection can actually increase some values in the character like courage, knowledge and so on.
  

The CONS :

• It took quite long for the game to reach it's main story plot. I am now in the 2-hours play-time and I had just reached the point where everything started.
• Characters damaged HP and SP don't recover automatically unless you take some rest in the house.

I think that's all the Pros and Cons I can thought of =p I overslept this morning. Woke up at 8.40 a.m. which I was supposed to wake up at 8.00 a.m. =S But luckily I do not need to rush today or else I will be so late =S Reached college at around 9.20 a.m. and went to the library to return 2 text books I borrowed for early studies. I got one more book borrowed from the library at home now for more reference. Hehe. Went to class later on. I was early *grins* Nothing much for today's class. Urgh Mr.Jafni is going to leave us soon. He said today's class will be the last class with us. Awwww.... I felt so sad. He is such a good and caring lecturer... *sobs* And the next lecturer ( according to Mr.Jafni ) would be a strict 'she'. Uhoh =S *shoots* Must prepare well before enter her class next week =S After class, gathering in Sunway Pyramid ( see, I don't call SP my 2nd home for nothing lol ). Dragged Ivan and Zhen Yao along too. LOL. Well, it's nice to know more people, right? *winks + pokes*

So my dad fetched me there and Ivan and Zhen Yao went there with Zhen Yao as the driver. No one was there when I reached there ( And I thought they said 1.00 p.m. lol ) And after around 15 minutes of waiting, I saw Chern Hou, Keenan, Jonathan and Chee Siang walking towards the entrance. So the guyz went off to check on the cinema with me and Chern Hou left waiting for the others. The Animangaki sounds really fun, according to Chern Hou. I MUST mark my date already XD Later on, Ivan and Zhen Yao came. And later on, Kuan Zee and Cheng Lu. So since all of us were starving, we headed off to the cinema straightaway to settle the tickets. Decided on Angels & Demons ^.^ We had a hard time deciding what to eat. Apparently, Sushi King which was our initial plan was cancelled because we don't want to burn a hole in our wallets lol So in the end we decided to have our lunch in Kim Gary's

Well... Lunch in Kim Gary's was actually too heavy for me. Kesian Chern Hou, we forgot to order for him! Urgh, poor guy.... And don't ever try to put more cheese into my food, Ivan, I will vomit, seriously lol. Like, guys... They will never stop talking craps XD We were almost late for our movie and everyone glooped down their meal. Kesian Chern Hou again, he was not joining us for movie plus his lunch arrived late but he had to gobble down the food. Everyone was putting pressure on him lol. So we rushed to the cinema after that and started to watch the movie.





Angels and Demons. At first I thought it will be like what it said on the title but turned out there's no actual angel and no actual demon lol. In fact, it was kinda like a strategy type of movie and I think it was not bad =D Haven't read the novel yet but I heard there's lots of difference between the movie and the novel. Hmmmm.... At first, it was brain-killing cause had to remember lots of names but after I got used to it, it was easy =p It's kinda nice, really. XD

Urgh... That's all. I'm gonna play Persona 4 later (>_<) Oh, by the way, I finally got the 4 CDs which contain music videos, videos and photos for my National Service from my Timbalan Komanden! Aww... I felt so nolstagic when I watched the clips... *sobs* When I remembered how I went through NS, somehow, I will feel more passionate in reaching my dreams. I was in a different world before I went to NS lol.

Labels: Outing

Erm.. so HEY! lol I am a little bit dizzy now cause I just woke up (>_<) Haha, I didn't update yesterday cause I was not in the mood. Should have buck up (>_<) I was so out of mood yesterday that I was really not in the mood of doing anything. We call it... laziness? lol. Oh no no, really should put this aside , life is slightly different now XD Where's the promise I made to myself?! *shakes head* Okay, before I continue on with more craps, I might as well update bout today first =D

Today was really a i-dono-how-to-describe day. SERIOUSLY. We got 2 hours of Human Communication class from 8.00 a.m. to 10.00 a.m. What Ms.Elly taught us was nothing from the text book. Maybe got, but in later chapters. Then we got 3 hours break and we went to the Mass Communication office, School of Computing and later on to "Canada", a place beside Asia Cafe to have chicken rice for lunch. After that, we went to School of Computing once again and next to Starbucks and met up with Michelle and friend ^.^ Had a small chat and went back to the college for the discussion on our Human Communication Project. And the fun part was here. At 1.00 p.m., we went to the lecturer hall and waited for Ms.Zoe outside the hall for nearly half an hour. We were totally unaware of the memo pasted outside of the door, which informed us that the class was postponed, untill another lecturer went into the lecturer hall only we realised that we had left out the memo on the other side of the hall. Omigosh. O.o That means, we could have went home at 10.00 a.m. We could have save all the sweats and panting while running around and I could have saved the 5 bucks for lunch lol. I felt so.... I also don't know how to describe lar XD

Later on, I met up with my dad at Inti's main entrance. He passed me some documents I rushed to the Student Affair Office to settle some stuff with the finance =.= Got home, bathed, went online and ended up playing Persona 4 after that. Like, finally . LOL. I was staring at the TV monitor for 3 whole hours! Woohoo~ The game was nice, but a pharse of the story took too much time. I couldn't save until I had finished playing one day in the game (>_<) And right after that, had an one-hour nap and dinner.

Guess that was all for today. Tomorrow going to Pyramid after class to celebrate Kuan Zee's birthday =D Hmmm... I think I will change the color of my nails today since the current color is fading off. Maybe a white? ^.^ That's all, guyz XD

Labels: College

I was so impressed of myself last night. I came home from college at around 4.20 p.m. Was wondering whether I should take a nap or not but ended up revising a little bit. Halfway through revising, I just can't take it anymore. I was so frigging tired I closed my book, went to my room, on the air-conditioner and slept It was 7.20 p.m. when my dad called me down for dinner. I was not even sure whether I was fully awake on that time. I just remembered what I ate -- chicken rice lol. And after dinner, I went back to my room and continue sleeping again . Hey you can't blame me kay, I was really really tired yesterday. Even I myself also don't know what had got into me =S

It was 8.59 p.m. when I finally woke up. Well, I woke up not because I had finally recharged my energy. I was still feeling tired and I went back to sleep again telling myself that I will wake up at 11.00 p.m. to continue with the revision. But yet again , when I woke up at 11.00 p.m. ( yeah I set an alarm ) I fell back to sleep again and promised myself that I will wake up at 12.00 a.m. (>_<) And later that... you guyz should know what happened right? I never wake up at 12.00 a.m. and ended up waking up at 7.00 a.m. O.o Oh dear... Exactly what had got into me yesterday?! Maybe I just can't start to sleep, or else, seriously, it will be a tough thing for me to wake up And realised it or not? I will get even tired after I woke up T.T

Okay enough of my yesterday's weird behavior lol. Well some conflict happened between me and my parents this morning. Erm not gonna elaborate more on that since it's getting better when I came home. Oh well, these things always happen XD Class today was not bad (?) Communication is something really fun, seriously. I mean like, it's something nice to learn. It's like learning what is really happening in our world. It's a different course compared to other courses. During the 4-hours-break, we, as in me, Ivan and Afiqah went for a movie in Sunway Pyramid We watched "X-Men Origin : Wolverine". The movie was not bad. Except that it was too short lol. Yeah, in fact, there's a lot of interesting movies I would like to watch if I got the time. Movies like "Night in the Museum 2", "Transformers 3", "Angels and Devils" etc etc are put into the 'waiting-list' XD And later on, we went back to the college for Human Comunication. The first class of the new lecturer, Ms. Elly, was nothing much. Just some briefings about the projects and our assignments.

Fuu... I am feeling a little bit tired right now. Maybe cause I am looking at the laptop's screen =S Someone asked me : How can you find time to do so much stuffs? I think the 'so much stuffs' he's referring was, I am able to do my revision, blog, reply mails, go to forums and even play games, read mangas or watch animes in one day. Well, to tell the truth, time management is really important. Not only that, you must be smart in playing with the time too ^.^ Pratically this is how my daily routine looks like :

8.00 a.m. - 4.00 p.m. - College
4.30 p.m. - 6.00 p.m. - Blog, reply mails and go to forums
( Well, going to forums is a selective choice actually. I will only go to forums when I got the time XD)
6.00 p.m. - 7.00 p.m. - Revision
7.00 p.m. - 7.30 p.m. - Dinner
7.30 p.m. - 11.00 p.m. - Revision
( Well, of course I will rest in between lol )
11.00 p.m. - ? - Anime, Manga and Game XD

Basically, that's it. But the revision time you can see up there is not an accurate one. I might start my revision late or early, depending on whether I got the mood to study or not. lol Or I might even end up not studying for the whole day XD And thus, I seldom online now due to this packed 'timetable' so you might not be able to see me on MSN often now (>_<) That's all for today. Wow a long post lol. Jya mata~! =p Listening to ~ Glaring Dream ( Ed of Gravitation )

Labels: College, Daily Routine

Hey there! =D I am so frigging tired and so frigging tired now I wanted to do some revision last night but was not in the mood So I ended up playing Vitamin Z on PS2 while chatting on MSN in the same time. Well, Vitamin Z. I haven't really get in the excited mood yet lol. I went to bed quite early, I think. Around 12.00 a.m. but was unable to sleep That's why I need someone to teach me HOW TO FALL ASLEEP WHEN I AM NOT SLEEPY! T.T I was spinning around in the bed and next thing I know, it was already 6.15 a.m. in the morning *sighs*

Well, we started with our new timetable now. We are having hectic hours on Monday. 3 subjects in a day and not forgetting how many THICK text books we have to carry to class =S I seriously will get longer arms if I don't find a way to solve this =S Went to Subway for breakfast cum lunch lol. I was so frigging tired after lunch that I hardly had energy to listen to every small details of the lecturer's lecture. But oh well, I did listen LOL. Urgh I seriously gotta get use to sleeping early and waking up with sufficient sleep now. I wish there will not be any 8.00 a.m. classes but... *sobs*

Urgh it is really hot in my room now. I think my room turns into an oven already. I am not supposed to close the door cause no one is at home now and the door has to be open so that I can be alert on whatever noise coming up from the living room =S Should I take a nap? I can hardly open my eyes now but if I take a nap, I will end up waking up at 7.00 p.m. =S Gonna continue with the revisions later and yup! Entertainment time is still on. It would be so miserable to have a 'no-life' life LOL

Labels: College

Finally a nice and contenting day! Oh, before I forget...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

.... to ALL the mothers in the entire world!!! =D Yup. A nice day for me today. Maybe can be considered as a reward for me after tension-ing and pressure-ing myself for the last week (>_<) So as usual, I won't miss the chance to sleep late whenever I can so last night I slept at... you guess ? 4.00 a.m. Around there lol. By the way, I wanna take this chance to ask you guyz -- How can I make myself fall asleep when I am NOT sleepy? *sighs* This is the problem that had been bugging me for a while now. It is a MUST for me to sleep early. I intend to do so BUT I am so used to sleep late now I can't make myself sleep earlier And oh no tomorrow is a 8 a.m. class! Argh... I don't want panda eyes T.T

Due to sleeping late last night, I ended up waking up at 2.00 p.m. in the afternoon =S One more thing about me is, when I got no intention to wake up early, I won't be able to wake up unless someone wakes me up. Yup and the person who woke me up this morning was my dad. So after that, went downstairs and did some revision. The reason why I don't want to do revision in my room just now was because the living room's air-conditioner was on. I won't want to waste more money on the electric bills if I on the air-conditioner in my room =S You guyz realised the whether these days is frigging hot? Oh dear.. WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR WORLD?!

We went to Summit at around 6.00 p.m. Oh for your information, Summit is actually my 3rd home lol. But actually Summit provided more fun for me. Sounds weird, right? You might say Summit got nothing at all but for economical people like me, it's a very good place to shop We walked around, found a photo shop for my sister to print out her photos and I bought THREE more nail polishes with gold, purplish-pink and white as the colors. I wanted to take lime green but my dad was against it. He suggested the white one and took it for me instead Oh well, maybe it will really look nice? lol. I bought a pair of earring too. Have to wear it to college or else I will find myself losing the holes on my ears =S

We went to buy shoes too. The shoes were having sales and I was so lucky to get myself TWO new shoes! One black heels and one sport shoes Before we went back, my sister and I went to the game's shop as usual =D Actually I had not set foot in the game's shop for a long time already because there was no new and nice games recently. But in the game's shop, I FOUND VITAMIN Z. Oh dear I only know there was a VITAMIN X on the PC but I don't know there's actually a VITAMIN Z on the PS2. And it's really new. 2009 series. Wow O.o I was so excited. Bought it as soon as I saw it lol. Here's the PV to it.

Vitamin Z ( PS2 ) Promotion Video





Yup it's another otome game. I think it's BL-free lol And I bought Persona 4 too! An English version and a Japanese version. And another one, the English version of Ar Tonelico 2. Wow... O.o And where can I find the time to play these nice games?! Not forgetting I have to must spend more time on studies Oh well, and here is where the TIMETABLE takes it's place lol. I think I will slot out an hour, which is between 11.00 p.m. to 12.00 a.m. for entertainment =p

After that, we went to have our dinner. We came across this dessert shop in USJ Taipan. Wow their desserts are nice and cheap. Yummm (>_<) And my dad actually said : Just order whatever you want to it lol. Oh well, it's really a contenting day today. Urgh. Gotta continue with the serious business now lol. See you guyz later! =D

Labels: Day

Weekends usually mean rest for the busy students. But my weekend turned out to be as tired and as busy as the schooling days Remember I was yelling that I can sleep late in the previous post? Yup and I actually did so =D Guess what, I slept at around 4.15 a.m. the previous night. Hoho, salute me people! Hey you can't blame me! Fridays and Saturdays are the only days I can sleep late lol. And if you sleep late, obviously you will end up waking up late... And that was why I woke up at around 1.45 p.m. today... I was supposed to wake up earlier that that because I had to get the remaining books from the bookshop at between 11.00 a.m. to 3.00 p.m. but oh well, I managed to get them safe and sound before heading to the bazaar. Urgh.. You can't imagine the thickness of the book. They have to actually bind it into TWO books because it is too THICK O.o HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FINISH READING THOSE BOOKS?! *sighs*Oh well, I will just have to buck up and study hard =D

The bazaar was not as good as I expected. Just walked around and went to the other Fila warehouse. Not that satisfying though =.= So we went to Sunway Pyramid ( again ). Just some window-shopping anyway. But I managed to buy the stationaries I need =p And later that, went to the temple to pray. The last time I went was after I came back from National Service, and that was already a long time ago =S They were having some activities there cause today is Wesak Day. I showered the Buddhas and wrote my wish on the wishing tree. Later on, we went to pray and next to PJ for dinner.

Basically that's all for today =D

In Remembrance of Asch ; Luke fon Fabre
I finished up Tales of the Abyss, the anime version in 7 days. Exactly the same days used to finish Kuroshitsuji. I played the game before but was unable to finish it. And surprisingly, after playing the game and watching the anime, I never like the other dominant/main characters but this -- Asch the Bloody, real name Luke fon Fabre, which made his appearance as an antagonist first and later on become the favorite character of mine in this series.

Some short information about this character -- One of the Six God-Generals, Asch is the original Luke fon Fabre. After being kidnapped by Van, he is replaced by a replica, while he joins the knights under the alias "Asch". He originally goes along with Van until he begins to hate replicas, especially Luke, who has his identity. Asch assaults Luke several times during the early hours of the game. After a certain point in the game, the player can control him from time to time. Asch also occasionally helps the group on later occasions, while keeping his deep hatred for "the replica", Luke.

Credits to Wikipedia.

I can't understand why an original will have to die instead of the replica? ( Not that I want the replica "Luke" die either ) Asch was kidnapped when he was 7, abandoned by his family, sneaked back home and realised the replica had took his place. He lost his family, his home, his everything. But one thing for sure, he's the ORIGINAL. I was so sad. I got this bad feeling that something bad is about to happen on Asch but I got no preparation at all when I saw the scene he died. I nearly burst into tears but luckily did not. I mean, he had gone through a tough life, a really depressing one, why do he have to end up like that?! I felt like... it's just... unfair...

Asch is the only character that attracted me in this series. Whenever he made his appearance I will be so interested to watch it. Although he got this tough mouth but he actually possess a soft heart. He always acted like a bad guy but actually he wanted to help everyone. He always said that he hated Luke, his replica, but he always ended up helping him out and doing the best for him. He even planned to sacrifice himself instead of his replica. But the original him was unable to get what he want. The family he should be with and the house he shoud be in. He might be an antagonist at first but he changed along the series...

I felt so... sad... *sighs* Cherish what you got when you can. Do not wait till you have lost it, or someone had took it away from you only you started to regret. Thanks for the memories

Labels: Anime

I was so naive to think that today will gonna be a tired-less free day =.= There was only one class today. Malaysian Studies from 12.00 p.m. to 1.00 p.m. Well, like what I said yesterday, due to the usual transport problem, I reached the college at around 9.30 a.m., woke up in a kinda-not-so-good mood. I wonder why? Reached college, wanted to go to one of the old classroom in the old building to study, but ended up at the stage area cause I was worried that the building might be needed for something. Haven't even get the mood to start the studies, I saw Ivan walking into the college looking like a person who had just came back from some shopping lol. We met up and I decided to go to the bookshop and collect the books I ordered 2 days ago. Finally it's done! Woohoo~ No need to use the library books for studies again

Went to the bookshop and collected my books ( + Afiqah's as well ). The thickest book was not ready yet so I picked up 2 books first. It was quite cheap actually. But the most important thing is -- I finally got the books to study!!!!! 2 frigging thick text books woohoo~ Ivan was showing me his Illustrator masterpiece after he finished with the printings of the notes ( I should do that as well, my gosh so many notes to print for Mass Communication =S ) and I think it was nice although he himself don't think so. I would be so impressed of myself if I can create things like that .

Later on we went back to the college at around 10.00 a.m. and went to one of the classroom at the old block. Flipped through the books while chatted around with Ivan. We were talking about the unseen which really interest me a lot. Actually I would like to see one, no kidding. But I don't think it's possible or even good for me if I ever see one =S It was already 11.30 a.m. before we even realised it and headed straighaway to the lecturer hall for our class. Uh, carrying two heavy books definitely will make me shorter

We were the first ones to reach the class. Luckily there was no people in the class or else the Kelab Pengemis will appear again lol. Not much during Malaysian Studies. Oh gosh the class was just FULL of people. 65 I heard O.o So crowded + noisy lar ! =.= Lessons haven't start yet but we got a brief idea on how we will be graded. Hmmm.. I guess I will have to revise Form 5's History again =p

After class we stayed in the lecturer hall for a short while and had a short chat with our nice lecturer, Mr. Jafni ( He don't want us to call him 'Sir' ) and after that Afiqah and I went to the computer room to settle the loan thing again =.= Urgh. It's really driving me mad I thougt it will be settled in just a while BUT problems occured and I was NOT able to get it done. So pissed off Went out of the room and met up with the guyz waiting outside, met Jia Xin and Chea outside the shoplets and knew that we had to fill in the Add and Drop Form to transfer to the next class =.= Urgh give me a break.... So rushed back to the school, called Ivan back as well and met up with Afiqah in the college and we got the forms done. The new timetable is really a HECTIC. With 4 hours long break on Tuesday and 3 hours long break on Thursday. WHERE SHOULD I GO!!!! And we gotta attend class at 8.00 a.m. in the morning for 3 days =.= *sighs* But oh well, at least the class will be smaller and that's definitely a good thing

After I had settled with the stuffs in the college ( like finally =.= ), went to the bookshop again to get the unready book but it was again not ready =.= So I told them that I will come back tomorrow to get the books instead ( don't worry Ivan I will get it for you as well ) One more book and the whole thing is complete *wails* and I actually thought I can have everything done by today *sighs* The story is not finished yet! Later on went to the bank again with my dad to settle the loan thing again . SEE HOW TROUBLESOME IT IS?!. Grrr...

Wow, it was such a tiring and busy day. AND I THOUGHT I WILL BE QUITE FREE =.= Will be going to the fashion bazaar tomorrow. Grab new clothes if got I actually find a scarf more convenient than a jacket. It save more space for my bag so that I wouldn't need to carry the heavy books in my hands! =D Gotta buy some stationary to restore the old ones as well. And finally, I CAN SLEEP LATE TODAY Muahahaha (>_<)

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