I am rotting here since 3.00 p.m. Wah where can like that! Finish assignment straightaway rot already meh ! Cannot cannot *slaps slaps* wake up Su Wern~! I need a butler. A cute and adorable one like Hayate or a productive and kakoii one like Sebastian XD Anyway, woohoo~! Finish assignment! Muahahaha~ *sprays flowers* At long last. Finally can rest a little bit already *phew* I redo Mass Communication assignment after consulting the lecturer and asked what does she really wants. And I realised our assignment lacked lots and lots of stuffs so I have to redo again *sobs* English assignment is done as well! But I am not really sure whether I am doing the right thing or not since I did not attend class yesterday for the Scholarship Presentation Day =S Hopefully everything is okay, or else I am going to lose more marks for English. English is the subject that I lose the most mark. Kinda scary =S

I was so relieved I finished up all the assignments, 2 hours for Mass Communication and half an hour for English, and I decided to have a small nap. I intended to have a small nap. But when I woke up, it was already 5.50 p.m. Aiks... From here, I realised one thing, it is very hard for me to wake up once I am asleep. Not forgetting that I am a typical AB, which means my blood level will be very low when I wake up. This is really true, ya know?! I really feel very bad mood when I wake up. Don't feel like talking with anyone also XD

I was kinda sad lor. Using up all my time to sleep and not to catch up in studies. Finals are coming ( starting next week some more ) and Mass Comm. test is next Monday. Argh. Never mind, I will study tonight. Hehe~ Have to touch up on Mass Comm. and English assignment some more aiyaya~ I realised I am giving myself more trouble rather than trouble comes and find me XD Well, it's okay for me. Definitely it will be more tension but it is still good for some reasons.

Currently keep on downloading songs. Let me check my music files. It's already 6 GB and still adding. Urgh. But I think it's a good thing. I need more songs to study. This is a small secret of me. Or can I even consider it as a secret? lol. I desperately need music when I study. Without music, nothing will go into my brain. Haha. It should be the opposite for you guyz right? hehe. Anyway. That's how I study haha. Okay, that's all for now. Tata~! =3


Listening To : Yokogao by Makino Yui

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As what the title said, yup Scholarship Presentation Day is today. But before that, I will talk about the presentation of IT first. Hmmm... IT presentation. I think it went on pretty smooth. At least it's a lot better than our Mass Communication presentation. Oh well. Tomorrow one more presentation and it's done! So that means today I am going to focus on Human Communication ( then what are you doing here, I wonder? ) Haha. I just felt bad to abandon my blog like this =p

So moving on to the Scholarship Presentation Day. So, as instructed, Afiqah and I went to Level 6 at 12.00 p.m. for our registration and photoshoots. Oh man I seriously think everyone in the SSD Department knows me already. It's like when I was just standing aside waiting for Afiqah to finish up her registration, Ms.VJ called me and asked : Su Wern, register yourself already? So we waited in LH 2 for the photoshooting, along with the other scholars. Met Shin Huey, Shirley and Josephine, who are receiving scholarships as well.

I can't imagine it. They only give so few for the scholarship especially mine. I applied for Achievement Scholarship and if I am not mistaken, there was 8 persons including me when I went for the interview. But in the end, only 2 persons get it. One is me, and the other one is Yong Sheng, a friend I made through scholarship hehe. So including the Sports Scholarship, a total of 7 persons took picture by media.

And on the ceremony itself, we ( me and Yong Sheng ) were the first to go up to receive our scholarships. Here's some pictures :






The Deputy Group CEO of INTI, Mr. Graham Doxey, giving his speech.





Ms.Sopiah Suid, Guest-Of-Honor for the day, giving her speech.





Yong Sheng receiving his scholarship.





















My scholarship friends said it was a good speech and I was relieved *phew* I am really happy to know so many scholarship friends, so that I won't get lost on the tasks I should carry out. Especially when I got to know Yong Sheng, the only person who is holding the same scholarship as me. Since different scholarships have different criterias so it would be good to know some more who is holding the same one as you.

My dad had a small chat with Ms.Jeslyn and luckily she said I am a good student *phew* Her compliment on me was really positive and I was kinda relieved hehe. So that's about all. Work hard to scholarship! Off to Human Comm. now XD

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"29th July is your big day." said Ms. Jeslyn, Head of Student Service Department. Of course, the 'your' does not refer to me alone. It refers to ALL the scholarship recipients including me. Yup. 29th July is tomorrow, and tomorrow is the Scholarship Presentation Day. I am supposed to be there for registration at 12.00 p.m. so that means I will be missing English class... Come to think of it, it had been a while since I have an English class lol. Oh this reminds me, I have to present speech as well. Urgh. Didn't practice much. Hope I won't screw myself up tomorrow. Well, maybe I will practice again tonight =p

The Mass Communication presentation was awful. Lack of preparation and all. I asked the lecturer and she said we lacked on details. Yeah. I reviewed the whole report and realised that our details are so brief. Should work on it before Friday the dateline. Luckily there's a presentation for this or else I can foresee a D for the report =S And tomorrow is IT presentation. And not prepared at all. The slides are done but no one actually ask me what and how to do it tomorrow. Pathetic, right. I pray hard tomorrow will be fine. Might as well check on the slides and improve on it tonight. Pray hard everything will go on fine.

Human Communication presentation this Thursday. I got a clear idea how to do the report but there are 2 problems that I am facing now. No.1, I actually need to read the whole book again to make sure I didn't miss out any important skills, which I know perfectly well that it will cost more of my marks and I really can't afford to lose more or else I can foresee what will happen to me. No.2, the photostating of the article. And I mean the article for the presentation. I am not supposed to tear or cut or do any damage to the magazines I take the articles from because they do not belong to me. So in order to make things organise, I actually need to use my own photostat machine, scan the thing in and organise them using the computer. And mark that my desktop is super slow. And I really mean super. Just compare this. I need 2 seconds to open a file using my laptop but if I use the desktop I will use up 5 minutes. Typical. So that means.... Actually it's not a problem, just I will have to forge out extra time for these extra work. Kinda tiring...

I think I am going to fall sick soon. Soon. Don't feel well since I got home. Having slight fever as well. I think the tension is going to defeat me soon if I don't find a solution to this matter. I hope you are here with me, like you used to be. But even so, I know that, even if you are beside at this time, I won't be able to tell you all the problems I am facing now. Cause I know you will be more panic than me and I don't want that to happen. But even so... I want you to just be with me. So that I got a shoulder to rest on....

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Some small updates before I rush off for more stuffs (>_<) Okay what to say? Over the weekend. On Saturday, everyone knows what happened. Oh well, perhaps not everyone. It was the final of Astro Star Quest. I was still shouting for Alvin since the start of the competition. Oh man he is just so cute can? (>///<) But he only got 5th *sighs* Anyway, I am still very happy for him. It is not easy to become the Top 5 and he did it. Woohoo~! He is only 18 kay? Lots more chance to go XD Oh and the champion Min. Did anyone tell you that she is actually studying the same course as us? Well, yeah, Mass Communication haha! I was shocked to know bout it XD Okay. That's all for Saturday.

Sunday. Went to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. Actually before I watched ( oh man mark me I am always a Harry Potter loyal fan =p ), I read bout lots of negative reviews from everywhere. But after watching it, I think it's cool. It was really nice. Oh well they might had cut some scenes out but I still think it's nice. The graphics are awesome as usual and everything is well-developed. Perhaps people who never read the books will find it boring, but to me who read the whole series, think that it is nice =D

Okay next. Something is wrong with my leg. Yeah. My right leg. I was bitten by leech 5 months ago and till now it hasn't even cure yet. Not only that, it ie becoming more and more serious. My parents are kinda worried about it now. They even said to bring me to the clinic if it still won't cure in these 2 days. Urgh. I was kinda pissed off as well. Hey, I never got any scars on my legs or hands and now you give me this BIG scar on me leg?! Urgh.

3 presentations in a week! Aren't that sweet...NOT. What the.... Why everything is like so rushing at the end of the semester? Datelines and presentations. So sweet can! Want me to have more sleepless night.... Anyway, I hope I got the time to study for finals though. I can't afford to lose more marks now seeing the typical results I got =S

That's all for now. Gotta run. Tata! =3

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Hey guyz. It's 3.45 a.m. in the morning now and I am still awake (>_<) Feel like talking here to you guyz =3 Just some small talk kay hehe~ Anyway, why am I still awake? Hmmm... I don't feel sleepy now. In fact, I am still very energetic haha. So, that's the reason. Yeah. I love the night. Yup. The silent and sorta calm night. Usually I feel the best during night times, especially after midnight. Kinda.. calm. Hehe. And I think about lots of stuffs at these times. And I really mean, lots of stuffs XD Everyone is asleep now.


My week is kinda... busy. That's my answer whenever people asks me "How are you?" Well, yeah, with datelines of assignments, tests, presentations and final examinations coming up, I barely find time to sit down and actually relax without any worries. This is what college life means, I think. I am happy with what I have now. I believe that hardworks always pay off. But it depends on your luck as well. I can't be expecting too much, I know that. But somehow, my character is like that, when I got something, I will expect myself to have better things next. Kinda tough to live a life like mine, but I am satisfied with what I am now. What is life without challenges?


To me, my greatest challenge will be myself. And it will always be. No matter where am I, what I am doing, I am always challenging myself. I talk to myself a lot. Competing with myself a lot as well. I always expect a lot from myself. Is this a good thing or a bad thing? Hmmm.. well, I think it's both. Do you agree with me? Hehe. Of course, I will keep on move forward. I will keep on changing myself. To be more perfect in all kind of perspects. Physical, mental, everything. I know it's impossible to be perfect, but I will just try my best. Until my very last breath.


Close friends of mine used to say that I am a very tough girl. I am always doing reckless things that challenge my limitation. But this is how I am. I am this kind of person. Sometimes, it is not exactly a good thing to understand too much stuffs. But I am lucky. I felt lucky. Because the thing I understand most is myself. I am very proud of that. I am very proud that I know what I want, what I can do, what I cannot do and so on. Maybe no one will understand me. It's totally fine. It's very important to listen to your heart. Although my heart will misguide me sometimes, but it will always bring me back to the right path at the very last minute.


To you who are reading this post, thanks for being my friend. I really appreciate it. I am a person who doesn't know how to show my appreciation out. But seriously, I appreciate every single thing you guyz did for me. Although, maybe , I might not look like it but trust me, I really really do appreciate you guyz.


Okay, it's 3.58 a.m. now. Maybe I should try to get myself some sleep. My lifestyle is turning upside down as usual. Hehe. For you-know-who, thanks for being so considerate and thanks for being so concerned about me. Thanks for everything. Thanks for willing to walk with me on this tough path. I will always always cherish you. Thanks for your love and I promise I will return it one day. Night, people =D

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It's okay. You had tried your best. Till now I still think you have the best voice. I will always support you. I had supported you since the start of the competition so there is no reason why I should stop supporting you. You will always be my favorite contestant in Astro Star Quest!



ALVIN, YOU ARE THE BEST! =3

I love your voice. I love your attitude. You are the most positive contestant! Gambatte!! =D

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Finally I got time to update bout Bon Odori. Oh gosh, this whole week was so hectic . Full of assignments' datelines and tests. Urgh. Haha but I made it through =p Anyway, about Bon Odori, which was last Saturday. Apparently, I went there with Sunway University Anime Club. Thanks so much to Chern Hou for arranging the transport for me XD So eventually, Chern Hou became my partner of the day hehe. He was a nice partner, took care of me a lot ^.^ Erm so, I just let the pictures do the talking first kay? =D



Some SS Pictures Before Heading to Sunway College (>///<)











This is my favorite shot =D


My first time in a kimono! Oh gosh mind you I was really excited back then XD Thanks Chern Hou again for getting me the kimono. I owe you too much XD Anyway, I got no problem in wearing the kimono. But oh well, it did take me a long time to finally get prepared hehe. Hmm.. Around 2 hours (>_<) I heard the tying of the Obi is the toughest thing but I think it was quite okay. I tied mine myself haha. Super proud. Some help from my mom and sis as well, but in the end, I was still the one who did it myself =p





From Left : My sister, Shino, and my sister's friend


Finally now on the way to Panasonic Stadium! =D And we reached there....











The small girl in red kimono is a Japanese. Eventually, she became model of the scene lol





The main stage





Okay. I know I look weird in this picture... Chern Hou trying to hit my head with the fan XD























The starting of the day's event.














Are you amazed?! Look at the number of people! It was like looking at a sea of people O.o





Group Picture with Sunway University Anime Club. Try to spot me XD





From Left : Chern Hou, Shino


Okay. Now the below pictures are all my pictures lol. Stop reading if they hurt your eyes (>///<)










Okay. That's all for the pictures. There are more pictures with Chern Hou so I will update more when I got the pictures from him =p So overall, the event was nice. I enjoyed my day. But just one tiny minor con, there was too much dust! *coughs coughs* =S Anyway, I enjoyed the dance and I enjoyed meeting all my other friends. It was fun! =D


Okay I am out of words now so tata!

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BON ODORI is tomorrow! Woohoo~! Cheer people cheer! *ignore this hyper musume please hehe * Thanks Chern Hou for lots and lots of stuffs! No.1, thanks for helping me to get the kimono =3 No.2, thanks for willing to be my partner tomorrow. Waku waku~ Seriously can't wait for tomorrow. Firstly, my first ever time wearing a kimono to an event. Ermm.. wait, yukata would sounds nicer since it's a summer festival lol. No.3, thanks Chern Hou again for helping to get the transport there! XD Okay okay, I am all fired up now. Will take lots of pictures woohoo~~ For some reasons, I sorta know the way to wear a kimono, but whether it will be successful or not... *evil laugh* let's try tomorrow then. Luckily I got enough time to prepare haha. Gotta meet up with lots of friends and eat, play, watch. Japanese culture woohoo~ For those who are going, see you guyz tomorrow and make sure we will have lots and lots of fun! =3

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I am not in a cheerful mood now. No.1, I am really really tired. The tiredness just comes suddenly. But I slept at 12.00 a.m. last night and woke up at 6.30 a.m. this morning! 6 hours sleep not enough meh ! No.2, I felt so content-less right now. Since I am so tired, I doubt if I study now anything will go into my seems-to-be-malfunctioning brain. And I felt so guilty for not studying much enough to make up for the time I had wasted *sighs* *yawns* I should sleep early today... Tomorrow need to practice speech again some more.


Anyway, we visited TV3 studio today. I still prefer Astro lol. But it was an eye-opener. Learned more on the sets and the recording lol. Wah.. I am really really tired now. Ishh.. Still feel guilty for not studying and sleeping so early. I think I will wake up early lar . Or else I will really blame myself a lot in the future. Tata! Oyasumi.... *jumps on bed*

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助けて！I got a sudden feeling that my road from now on will be very bumpy. Seriously feel like changing a new surrounding. The passion is still there but something it not right. It's mainly my own problem. Give me one day. I will close myself up in my room. Stop thinking about anything. Figure out what I really want and try to think of any solutions I can to solve the problems I am facing now. Feel like throwing away what I am having now and go back to the past. At least in the past, I got someone to talk to and someone to shout to to release my feelings. Or throw away what I am having now and go to the future straightaway. An emo post, right? I think today is one of my worst days. I think I need to go for some counselling. I should go and ask around, where is the counselling department in Inti? *sighs* I wonder what will happen to me? I think I should really give myself a break. Throw away all those unneccessay egoism in me. Throw away whatever that's blocking me. I need a rest. I think I will take a break, give myself a rest today. Or else I will really break down soon...


( I'm feeling slightly better now. I just need to talk with someone. Just to talk. )

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This is the 2nd post of the day. I felt like telling the whole world that -- I AM NOT A BANANA. ( No offence kay? =p ) Why am I making a sudden statement like this? Because just a few minutes ago, I received a 'dono-how-many-time-i-think-it's-already-more-than-a-hundred-times-' question asking me :" Har?! You know how to speak Chinese wan ah?" For goodness sake. I am hereby, standing writing here that : My mother tongue is CHINESE and I speak Chinese almost 80% throughout my whole day. No.1 : I speak CHINESE with my family. No.2 : I speak CHINESE with my closest friends. No.3 : CHINESE is my best language. No 4: My CHINESE is a lot better than my English ( in terms of both speaking and writing ) No. 5 : I was a Chinese debator + public speaker throughout my whole primary and secondary life. No.6 : I watch Animes in CHINESE subtitles ( some are English through ) and read mangas in CHINESE ( some also in English though lol ). Aren't those reasons clear enough? Okay. It's not like I got offended or what but I seriously can't get the idea why people kept on misjudge me as a banana. Very sad ya' know... =( I am so proud as a person who knows how to speak Chinese so it made me felt sad when people thought I don't know how to speak it. I know maybe I might be found speaking English most of the time but, come on, English is an international + common language. You normally speak with a person you first know in English right? *sighs* Okay. Stop this post now before I get sue. Mata!

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It will be a really random short update today. College was just okay as usual. Working hard on assignments again . It is fun to do research on different smartphones. It's a group assignment and it is 30% for the overall course work. Urgh imagine the tension =S Tell me we can work together team mates! Yeah we can right! I'm sure we can cause I say so lol. ( What kind of theory is that anyway? ) Well... I was really worried about my Mass Communication individual assignment before this. I scared I went out of topic and I scared I can't meet the lecturer's expectation, but I was quite relieved now =D Anyway, I pray hard everything will be working out fine *sighs* 2++ years to go. But I know I can, cause I told myself that I can haha. ( What theory is that again? )

Some pictures to make this post less boring.






This is my dinner today. Looks like the traditional Japanese meal right? Curry + white rice. I don't eat spicy stuffs ( mark there guyz, I don't eat spicy stuffs, not I can't eat spicy stuffs )


I think my stomach is acting a bit weird today. Normally I won't feel the hunger for a whole day. But today, I felt so hungry and I actually ate during the break hour (>_<) And when I came home, I ate spagetthi + curry chicken + potato prepared by my mother, then I ate one Dunkin Donut and another plate of rice + curry ( as you can see above ) O.o What's wrong with you, tummy! XD





IT IT IT ( Test next week! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh )






My parents finally received the invitation letter to the Sponsorship Presentation Day on the 29th of July 2009 ( Wednesday ). I think my former secondary school should had received it alredy as well lol. They are going. 3 of them. And I might become the presentor of the speech on that day. There will be a practice session tomorrow and I will make sure I get it =D

Oh, I changed the personalization of my lappy! My Zack is now clear and big woohoo~! But I doubt anyone will know how to use the lappy from now on hehe. Not forgetting that my lappy is all Japanese-computerised =p


Hmmm... I wanted to say something but now I had forgotten what I wanted to say... =S That's all then! Tata! =D

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I realised I am kinda emo these days =( And I think I might know the reasons (>_<) Tension of assignments, despair on Zack and other life affairs. But oh well, since I really don't know how to get emo, I think I should call it emotional swing instead of emo-ness XD I so hope that semester 1 will end faster. Or in other words, I so hope that time will go on faster. I want to advance to the future as soon a possible! I felt myself being restless these days. Oh buck up you lazy fellow! With certain people absent by my side, I found myself getting lost more often. If I can really chose again, I wouldn't mind listening to those naggings and pushings again since I realised what they said are actually for my own good.

I can't go to Daicon! =( Transport problem. And my some of my cosplay friends even nagged on me for not participating in the singing competition as I told them that I will be participating in it. So so SO sorry guys! =( Hope everyone had fun there *sighs* And remember to show me pictures! Urgh I am so gonna miss the "longing" scene of Junjou Romatica! Awwww~~~ Show me pictures!!!!! *evil laugh* But I will be going to Bon Odori. This time I am marking my promise for sure. Since I promised, and since Chern Hou managed to get a seat for me for the bus heading there, I have no reason not to go anymore. I will try my best to get a kimono hehe.

I think this is my first time talking about Astro Talent Quest here. The Top 5 is finally announced. GO GO ALVIN! I had been supporting him since the beginning of the competition. Leo Idol for fiscal year 08/09 woohoo~! And he made it into the Top 5. Oh gosh =D

That's all for now, mata ne~! XD

p/s : Kesian Cheng Lu. He must be very boring or else he will send so many messages to disturb me hoho. Shhh... Don't tell him I am talking bad bout him haha

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Sorry bloggie for ignoring you for so long =( I was so super busy with stuffs. Tension arising though =S So here I am updating about my week with major events and after that, you won't expect any updates from me for a couple of days. In this post, I will be talking about my outings on Wednesday and Thursday, with Tze Cheng ( who is going to 'depart' to Kedah to further his studies soon ) and the usual Chern Hou. OKay, off crappy mode now and get on with the main thing.


08.07.09 ( Wednesday ) - Outing with Tze Cheng

This outing was planned since last week after Tze Cheng told me that he had got his approval from JPA and will be departing to Kedah next Tuesday for further studies. At first I was really shocked. Kedah? Why Kedah? One thing, it is far. And another thing, he will be spending freaky 6 YEARS there. 6 years is a really long time, ya know? After 6 years, I might even started my job. There is only 4 persons in this world that I can really show myself out to them sincerely, without any doubts. And Tze Cheng is one of them.

We used to talk to each other in MSN till as late as 3.00 a.m. He used to be the one I always run to when I had any problems on my studies during my high school. We used to spend most of our time together during our free times. We used to go to certain events ( especially Leo events ) together. In short, we used to do things together. He is an understanding person, especially when he have to bear with my ego. All of these brought back memories and I miss every single one of them. No doubt, high school life is still my best memory. It was high school life when I actually get to let myself out.

On Wednesday, we went to Old Town White Coffee at 3.00 p.m. after his class ended. Haha low budget people we are huh XD I seriously hope we can keep in contact with each other even though we are going to be in different places soon. I seriously hope we can go back in time. I seriosuly hope. I felt like most of my besties are going to leave me soon. In the 4 persons I really cherish, one left for Japan, one will be leaving for Kedah and another one will be leaving for Canada. The only one left now is only my dad. I wonder if I can ever find another person who I can really rely to, who I can seek for help, and who I can freely reveal my emotions and feelings to in future? All the best, Tze Cheng! An NEVER forget to keep in touch! Our future doctor =p


09.07.09 ( Thursday ) - Outing with Chern Hou + Counselling ?

I was supposed to follow my classmates to Pyramid for ice-skating but this counselling thing came up and I had no choice but to cancel the 'trip'. What counselling was it, you may ask. Oh well, it was nothing serious, actually. I WAS BEING CHOSEN AS THE SCHOLAR REPRESENTATIVE. What is that again, you may ask. Well... A scholar representative is a representative of all the shcolarship recipients. Means, I became a role model for the other scholars. From what I was told, I have to gain high achievements, gain the best results and help out the college in stuffs. I have to present a speech during the Scholarship Presentation Day some more. It is on the 29th of July ( Wednesday ) and I have to be there at 12.00 p.m. Urgh. Means I will be missing English class *sighs*

So the outing with Chern Hou was a last-minute planning. I was chatting with him the day before and I seriously don't know how we ended up to meet each other the next day lol. We went for lunch. I realised the food in Sunway is a way lot better than the food in SS 15. They are a lot more cheaper, the portion is bigger and a lot nicer. Admires Sunway's student lar (>_<) So after that we spent our time in the discussion room in the libray ( yup I managed to sneak in although I am an Inti-ian hoho ) and played with each other's laptop haha. And later on, Chern Hou fetch me back. Sankyuu~ XD

Basically, that's all for my outings this week. Hectic week coming up =S Tata!


p/s : I will be updating bout Crisis Core in my AMG blog soon. Till then! =D

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The hectic assignments are starting again. And everything is once again compiled in a week -- Week 12. And not forgetting the final examination, which will be held in August. Wow. Time really flies, huh? In a blink of eye, it is already July now and in one more month we will be saying goodbye to our first semester and warmly welcome our second semester a.k.a. our short semester. I pray hard. I really do. That everything will go on smoothly. Oh well, I can't say that I am a really religious person as what I believe most in my life is only myself. But sometimes, I do believe. Life is not easy and life is unfair. This is the only fact that I was forced to admit.

My current life now is full of ups and downs. I guess it is after all, a good thing. Well, maybe because I just don't like a too peaceful life lol I prefer to have more obstacles. I really don't mind. After all, what matters is just people's thinking. Because you yourself are the only person who makes or creates who you are now. It's all about you yourself. I sound so old when I am talking about this haha. I did a lot of intrapersonal communication throughout my whole life. I talk to myself a lot. And I find this a really efficient way to stop myself from becoming insane. I do not have a good past. But I believe I will have a good present and the best future.

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"I must be loyal to my blog." Due to this reason, I am here to blog again. こんばんわ皆さん！お元気ですか？！LOL! I realised my daily-basis of updating the blogging is slowly fading....BUT I AM NOT GOING TO ALLOW THAT! Blogging might be a normal thing for you guyz but it means A LOT to me. From what we learned from Human Communication, blogging is not only for me to express my feelings and to jot down what happened in my daily life, through blogging, I actually got the chance to know more people! I felt really really glad because of that. Yeah I love new friends. I love to befriend with everyone. So I was really really happy when I get new friends (>///<) Sorry sorry, I realised I had started my usual crappings again =S Urgh, usual habits (>_<)

My Saturday was a really plain one. One thing that lifted my mood was when I rewatched Ouran High School Host Club. I felt myself gaining more life XD ( Ahhhh.... I think this post will be really short as well =S ) And I am preparing for another video! Woohoo~ I can't help myself when I am obessed with something (>_<) I am so passionate now I think even I myself can't stop myself anymore haha~ Okay. Adios.... ちょっと待った！これだけかよ！LOL! okay okay. Continue with more crappings. I am living life to the max now except when I really feel restless and don't feel like doing anything sometimes. Urgh, that's the part I hate myself most. I am a person who dislikes boredom hehe. I realised I am just who I am. I realised things that are set from the beginning in me can't be deleted that easily. People says, listen to your heart . I think I am doing that in my whole life. I tried unlogical things because of this saying. I am trying to surpass myself. But it was not easy. To become a perfect person is not easy *shakes head* Or should I say, nothing is perfect in this world. This world is corrupted. Nothing is totally right and nothing is totally wrong. Due to this factor, I, as a small human in this world, decided to do things I want to. So yeah. I don't care if it might be impossible but at least I am doing things that I want to, without anyone or anything forcing me. Yup, so that's the best thing about being alive. Tell me, people, what is life when you are not living it the way you want?

Haha! I seriously realised I got the talent to crap woohoo~! That's really all, guyz. Oyasumi~ =D

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