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2009/09/29, 4:59 PM
Til then, people! =) Just a really short notice here : I won't be updating the blog as frequent as I used to do now. I am planning to concentrate 95% of my attention to what I should do (well, you know where's the remaining 5% goes XD ). It is really a hectic semester and it is really different from my last semester. It's time for me to do things I should do. So, till then. And forget to wish me luck in surviving this semester XD ( perasannya saya) Labels: Random
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2009/09/27, 4:56 PM
Nightmares & Realisation I just woke up 5 minutes ago and I had 3 nightmares in a row. Imagine... 3 IN A ROW! And finally I realised... The thing I fear MOST is to lose the persons I LOVE. I realised that I don't mind losing my own life for them. I just don't want to lose anyone. MY LOVES ONES.
Why am I having nightmares? Oh gosh must be the tension. These are the worst number in my life. Worst than tsunami and bears...
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2009/09/26, 5:40 PM
Traumatized  I am back from my hometown. I am back from a funeral. I had lost a relative. I am frigging tired. I want to sleep. But I can't. My words are frigging l aggy now. I love my laptop. Wow. I am so random. What happened to me? Okay. Stop, Su Wern. Just stop. You are irritating me. Okay. Fine. Stop. Yeah, I was supposed to go to Taylor's Asaban Fest but the plan was cancelled when my mom told me the news that one of my relatives had left us. The funeral was almost the same as the funeral of my grandfather, just that this time, I was more to a bystander than a person involved. Not that I am totally not involved, but I was not that involved. Well. Just ignore me. I am having trauma. So many things had happened during the holiday. And most of them are negative events. I am traumatised. I was seeking for help. But the people who assumed that they will be there is nowhere to be seen. Didn't even bother to ask. Oh well. Forget about it. Lots more to do. Till then. Labels: Random
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2009/09/25, 2:14 AM
Random (25/09/2009) *2.14 a.m. [Room]*
Hello~ Su Wern the owl is here again, indulging herself in front of the laptop in this quiet and peaceful (?) night. To be honest, I am really really tired now but there are still tons of stuffs waiting for me to do. Life is going downhill, somehow . But it is not the worst yet. I think I am having emotional trauma now. I think , I am going to break down soon. A lot of things had been happening and despair had took over hope. Nevertheless, I am still hoping and will not give up on hope untill the very end results come out. Should I release all my burdens for a while and have a short(?) rest? I doubt. But I can sense that my productivity is turning low now.
*2.39 a.m. [Room]*
Updated AMG Blog -- Persona 3 Fes : The Journey (Completed)*9.08 a.m. [Inti Mass Comm. Discussion Room]*
I am very very tired now... Hardly can open my eyes... Not that I got no sleep but I actually got 5 hours of sleep. Gonna finish group assignment todays. Okay not finishing also can, maybe around 75% lar , at least...
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2009/09/24, 10:15 PM
G-Force

Aren't hamsters cuuutttteee~? (>.<)
Hamster is always my second-favorite pet. First is fox of course. Don't ask me, I also don't know why I am so fond of fox (>.<) But I only like fox which is yellowish in color =) Awwww~ But hamster are just SO cute, right?! Went to watch G-Force with Chern Hou and gang today. Ee Hwang, Ee Shan, Kuan Zee and my sister came together as well. Nice show it is! Maybe cause I am really fond of the cute hamsters. (>.<) I feel so powerless now. I feel like something in me had gone missing. I need to find the part. I need it. Without it, I won't be able to survive.... Please, come back.....Labels: Movie
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2009/09/23, 8:25 PM
Hair-Treatment  This is a kinda random post lol. Like what I said in previous post, I went for a haircut today. Hmmm... Actually not exactly a haircut lar , I should say 'hair treatment' XD This time I went for a professional hairstylist in Old Klang Road, just behind Central Mall, if you don't know where it is XP So the hairstylist Kenny helped me do my hair. Actually he just cut a new hairstyle for me (which he thinks suit me =p) and trim my hair a little. After the haircut, my hair was completely different. Apparently he did change a new hairstyle for me (>.<) and I was really happy bout it. Cause... At least there's a shape, right? Haha. But after I washed my hair, the hairstyle kinda disappeared. Urgh. Maybe I should fan it first haha! Oh yeah oh yeah, I got a new PS2 controller and also a new memory card as well! Finally! Woohoo~! Both of my old PS2 controllers broke down and caused to be unable to play certain games =( But now I got a new one! Finally can continue playing my Kyo Kara Maoh!, Fullmetal Alchemist 2 and Black Cat. ( wonder why most anime games need to have the black PS2 controller... hmmm... ) Actually PS1 controller (the grey one) function well on the PS2 device also, that was what I always use hehe. Alright. Tomorrow watching G-Force with Chern Hou and gang. Here I come~ Hammsssttteerrrsss~!!! XD Tuning in to : Tsubasa by Angela
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, 2:25 AM
また裏切った?!いい加減にしろよ! また裏切った。 今度は家族じゃないけど、友達です。 あの友達は私との関係は特別じゃない、とても仲がいい友達じゃないけど、 私を裏切った。 あいつは私にの約束を破った。 そんな友達はも。。。沢山だ。 いい加減にしろよ。私は誰だと思う? そんな簡単に破ったのは本当にいいのかな? 私は気にしてるだよ!とても! なによあの馬鹿な理由は? 破ったのは破ったのよ!それはたしかに真実だよ! 私はも、アンタのことは全然聞きたくないだ! もうアンタに二度と信じないから! 友達だて?馬鹿にするんな! 私は馬鹿と思うか?はは~面白いな~ てめえ、まだ私は誰と分からないだな。 も二度と信じないから。 こんな友達、私には要らない! 誰か必要なのよ?!偉い人じゃないくせに。 もういいや! じゃ、「さよなら、もと友達さん」 あああああ~むかつく!!! Labels: Angry
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2009/09/22, 9:38 PM
Lifeless Holiday  Hello people! How was your holiday? XD Hmmmm... Mine was is pretty lifeless. Felt like becoming a hikkikomori already. Haha no lar actually I went out too for the past few days with my family. The first few days of my holiday was pretty okay, kinda contented for me cause I actually did something. But since day before yesterday it was just full of lifeless restless ( a.k.a. non-contented stuff =p ) And for the next days I will still be going out. Oh gosh... Busy for nothing wei. Tomorrow ( Wednesday ) going for a haircut. This time really going for a professional one already hehe~ Thursday, movie outing with Chern Hou and gang, Friday a.k.a. the group assignment rushing day =.= and Saturday, I'm going for Asaban in Taylors College. See? Busy for nothing, right? But oh well, there's where the whole time-management stuff comes out again XD I am addicted to Persona 3 Fes now. Since I will be finishing it soon , yup real soon, I actually plan to finish it within this holiday. I think it's possible, though. Woohoo~ And when I checked my play time, it was already 54 hours. Oh gosh. Hmph but still can't beat my Tales of Destiny Remake one -- 100++ hours. Muahahaha~ Oh yeah, I got a new ' home' for my precious laptop as well! My laptop is my life man! Can't live without it XD It's much more handier and of course, nicer =p Okay lar that's all for this post. I will update later. Cheers~ =D Tuning In To : Fragments of Dream ( Piano Version ) -- D.N. Angel OSTLabels: Random
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2009/09/19, 11:09 PM
Life Moves On I'm okay now, people. Thanks and sorry for worrying you. I am really okay now. Life goes on. I am still 18. My life road is still long. But at least I figure out something from this time's incident. And I will never forget what I had learned. Thanks, and sorry. Labels: Life
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, 12:00 AM
What the I don't have the intention of making this blog on fire but I just can't help it. If I don't say this out, I will have mental problem sooner or later. I DON'T UNDERTSTAND, SO THEY UNDERSTAND AH?! WHAT THE! PLEASE STOP JUDGING PEOPLE WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT'S HAPPENING. DON'T TRY TO ACT SMART WHEN YOU ARE NOT. IT'S JUST ANNOYING AND YOU ARE JUST A BRAT. JUST KEEP QUIET AND KEEP YOUR COMMENT TO YOURSELF. ISSHH! DON'T FORGET YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF THE TROUBLE FROM THE BEGINNING. JUST KEEP QUIET FOR ONCE!
Why must this happen now?!Labels: Random
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2009/09/18, 11:10 PM
Battle In the end, I am left alone. Maybe I am meant to be alone, after so many times that the same things happen all over again. I had been wondering. But I don't know where had I did wrong. I might sound harsh to all of you, but if only you can understand what's going on. I admit. I am a person who do not know how to communicate well with people. I admit. But still, I don't think this can give me a death penalty. p/s : Thanks Cecilia! I really felt better after talking to you. This is my battle. Conquer it, and win. You fail, you fail forever.Labels: Random
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, 9:03 PM
苦しいです。 ねえ。。。私の生きる理由はまだあるの?自分を自分の一番信じる人に裏切った、て。そう言えば、何も変わりはしない。私なんか、幸せを相応しくない。一番信頼できたはずの人なのに。どうしてだよ?いったい私は何を間違ってるの?ずっと頑張ってるのに。ずっと証明したいのに。そしてやっとできた。でもまだ認めない。私に話した総ての話は全部嘘みたい。私の心をどれくらい痛いのは永遠に分からない。そう、総ては私のせいだ。最初から、私はアンタ達の心の中にもう立場がないじゃない?もう、私はどれほど頑張るも、この総ては無意味です。どうして最初から私に言わないの?どうしてまだ私にそんな嘘を創ったの?どうしていつもいつも私の心を傷を作るの?最初から「俺達はもうアンタになんの希望がもってない」て言えばいいよ。どうしていまさらこんな酷いことを私に言うの?なんの目的なの?私の酷い目に見たい?どうして?ずっとアンタ達を信じてるのに?ずっとアンタ達のために頑張ってるのに!まさか私今までやってることはすべて無駄ですか?命をかけてまで?私は何を悪いだよ!どうして私にこうことをするの?もう諦めたなら正直言え場いいよ!知ってるよ。実は私は最初からもう知ってる。ただずっと自分を騙せるだけ。痛いよ。本当に。この痛みは誰も分かってはしない。みんなはただ顔だけ。私にの優しさはすべて偽者。もう知ってる。先、言ったじゃない?私の目の前に。私に、はっきり言ったじゃない?いまは否定でももう遅い。もう知ってるだから。「事実」を。もう。。知ってるよ。やぱり、私は無駄ですね。やぱり、このまま、私はこのまま消えるも大丈夫だろう?苦しいよ。。。本当に。裏切っただから。一番大切なの人に。。。これから、どうすればいいの?誰か。。。教えて。。。
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, 1:51 PM
Woohoo~ Here I come XD  I am super duper hyper now XD Not mainly because that the Raya holiday is here ( cause we still got assignments to rush ) but it's because I finally get the approval of my lecturer to do something I really want to do for my assignment! Mind you, 40% kay and if I don't do something I want to do, I won't be so excited about it and there goes the marks =S Anyhow, it will be fun for now onwards. I was actually really surprised that Ms.Elly actually allowed me to do the topic, she some more gave me ideas and more exclusions in doing it. Awww~ I feel so happy now XD So this holiday, it will all on research and studying. Maybe it is really a good time for me to recharge myself. I started out bad, to be honest, and I won't let this happen again. One thing I have to admit is, I really really want to thank my forum friends for helping me so much on the research and opinions. Awwww~ Feel like giving all of them a hug (>.<) Oh before I forget, Selamat Hari Raya to all of you who's gonna celebrate and Happy Holidays! Oh, this is a short post, huh? Well, I will update more later I guess. Tata! Labels: College
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2009/09/17, 12:02 AM
Challenge  I am going to challenge myself again tonight. I was supposed to do things that are much more meaningful at 4.00 p.m. but I ended up having a so-called nap which ended up into a sleep. I wonder whether anyone actually called me for dinner because I can't remember any of my family members calling me neither do I asked them. When my dad knocked on my door, asking me to at least go down and eat some noodles, I thought it was early in the morning, only to wake up, looked at the clock and realised that it was only 8.00 p.m. at night. I remembered I got a huge heartbeat when I woke up as I realised I am facing the risk of having no more ink in my poor printer ( which I had been torturing very oftenly nowadays =S ) cause I had not printed out my S.Psychology assignment. But oh well, everything is done now but I am still worrying. I believe I do not simply worry things without a reason. I better check back everything to be safe =S Anyway. about challenging myself tonight. Since tomorrow's class will only be starting at 2.00 p.m., I think I won't suffer so much tiredness in class if I sacrifice my sleep tonight. I think I got the habit of refusing to sleep at night and this is bad =S But anyway, I will still sleep if I am too tired to continue doing my stuff. Well, no point rolling on the bed feeling energetic, right? Might as well do something to make up for the energetic time lol. Okay then. I feel pressure nowadays. And it is getting more and more serious. I must do something and I must do it in a right way with the best outcome. I can't bare to have more regrets in myself. I had been facing more on studies these days but none of them are complete, which is the main reason why I am feeling so uncomfortable now. I had never watched any anime in the past few weeks, with just J-dramas, mangas, and games accompanying me throughout the whole break. Oh, when I said I never watched any animes, means I did not marathon on any anime these days. I still watch the weekly FMA on Animax lol. 4 more weeks, okay? Just give yourself 4 more weeks, Su Wern. Minus the Raya holiday, it will be only 3 more weeks, and this semester will bid it's farewell. So, don't lack, just be serious =) p/s : Masaru reminded me of Miyano Mamoru and Sho reminded me of Konishi Katsuyuki O.o ( Atashinchi no Danshi )Labels: Random
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2009/09/14, 6:26 PM
Thus... * 1.17 a.m. in the morning*Thus... I will sacrifice my sleep tonight if can. Why? I am feeling so guilty now for wasting my time for the whole weekend =.= Thus, I am going to do whatever that I was supposed to do in the past few days to make up for my sin =S I hope it works this time ( For your information, it never works when I said I am going to stay up all night ). Well, of course if my stamina allows me, I will do so, or else I will be facing the consequence of not having enough sleep + tired during class. Mind you, it will be our first ever 8.00 a.m. to 6.00 p.m. class =S Urgh. My HP now is currently 350/400 ( haha~ the HP for my Persona 3 Fes character increased, that's why I increased mine as well =p ). I hope it will remain till the next day ( Possible? ). Okay then. So many things to do, so many limitations and so little time. Can do? CAN! I say can means can. Haha~ Okay I am one stubborn and arrogant human. That reminds me, tomorrow we gotta watch another horror movie again. Oh gosh. I am not immune towards violence movie and I can tell you that it is my worst fear looking at bodies being tear apart =S So that's all. Tata! XD p/s : Maybe it won't be such a bad idea to stay awake though =p*10.24 a.m. in the morning*So I survived. Finally got a nap at around 5.00 a.m. I was so glad lol! Managed to do some analysis on journals and completed my draft for Social Psychology assignment. Woke up at around 7.00 a.m. That means... I got only 2 hours sleep nap. But surprisingly, I am not really tired now. Usually I will be really tired when I have too little sleep. 4 hours break now. Nothing much to do. I guess I will just continue with journals, and later have to go back to print something but I definitely will be back soon. Hmmm... Maybe it will take only half an hour? Haha. Felt like if I stay at home too long, I will end up wasting more time. I won't if there's no more class, but oh gosh I got class till 6.00 p.m. *sighs* I guess I will really fall asleep once I go home O.o Haha! Today we watched Battle Royale II in Media Issues and Contents. I had an overview on the manga before this so I was not shocked if any violence scenes pop out. Actually it was quite nice, kinda meaningful. Have to write analysis again and I have to print out my journal on media violence as well. Well, everything's on the track now. Hopefully it will continue on like that. Till then~ XD *12.39 p.m.* [Home]I am at home now. Nope classes are not finished yet. I just wanna get home to print some stuffs (>.<) I am starting to worry about my printer's ink now. The printing of the journal is just too much =S *sighs* Why must we print it? Save the trees mar . Anyway, I hope the ink will survive till the end of this week. At least till I submit my Social Psychology assignment lar . Not much actually, just around 5 to 7 pages. I pray hard it will survive or else I have to finish earlier and print outside ( which will cost money =S ) Going back to college for 2 more classes = 4 more hours. I am feeling a little bit tired now. HP = 235/400. Should I take a nap? I got around half an hour left. Better don't later I will be more tired when I wake up =S *6.26 p.m.* [My Room]As expected, I am feeling tired now. I don't think it's because I have not enough sleep cause it happens all the time when I come back from college after 3.00 p.m. =( But I don't plan on taking a nap as well. Time is limited and I had tons of things to do =( I want to hug my forum friends so so SO much! They had helped me out a lot in understanding more about other countries' cultures and exactly how the media works in their country. Luckily I am very active in the forums XD So I already have the credibility haha~ Plus, we are all people who have the same interest, easier to talk then =p Tuning in to : Dedication to Lion MagnusLabels: College, Random
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2009/09/10, 6:30 PM
Random ( 10/09/09 )  Urgh so cold *sneezes* And I was complaining about the hot weather to my dad before I went to college =.= Anyway, classes are getting more and more interesting. At least everything is clear now, as in, what and how should I prepare myself. I just hope they won't ask me to do more complicated stuff for the scholarship. Urgh why I feel myself being tied up after I received the scholarship? I felt guilty as well now, I had not been updating my AMG blog for 10 days already. I got stuffs to update but the think is I am too busy! I think what I can do now is faster finish up the assignments and start to update or else readers will run away =S ( If only I have more determination to complete my work lol ) One more thing, I really dislike classes till 6.00 p.m. Not that I hate it that much but it is just too tiring. And after I got home, I barely have enough time to do stuff, and plus, classes start at 8.00 a.m. the next day. You see what I mean? Barely have enough time to do anything. Unless I sacrifice my sleep lar , but that is kinda impossible. Unless I got something that can interest me to the extent that I am willing to sacrifice my sleep or else I will definitely sleep for at least 1.5 hours. Okay then, I will see what I can do tonight. Maybe I will just slack off a bit haha. Can't blame me, it's near weekend already XD Maybe some advice? Should I accept a relationship which have an age gap of more than 5? Labels: College
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2009/09/09, 4:13 PM
Overload Tasks  Believe it or not, I can't sleep last night. I don't know why but I was so energetic last night I didn't really feel any tiredness. After some research and some gaming ( yeah I still play games although life is so busy XD ), I planned to sleep. That was 2.00 a.m. in the morning. But the problem was, I can't sleep! I think I lied on the bed for almost 45 minutes before I decided to get up and do something else instead. Thus, I wanted to study but in the end ended up gaming again (>.<) Okay. So at around 3.15 a.m., I finally finished my game ( I was playing Hiiro no Kakera 2 at that time ) and decided to really go to bed. I don't know what time I finally managed to fall asleep but one thing for sure is, it must be past 4.00 a.m. I woke up moodless and decided not to torture my poor lack-of-sleep eyes with the contact lenses. That was why you see me in glasses today lol. Overall, I felt kinda moodless for the whole day in college. My eyes, it was not really that tired but it was kinda aching. Nothing much happened but more tasks are added onto our shoulders. And by saying more tasks, I meant more assignments =S Alright, although the assignments are kinda fun and interesting to do but one thing I don't like about them is, they consume lots and lots of time =( Today we got our Media Issues and Contents Individual Assignment, and it is worth 40%. That's a lot for goodness sake @.@ We are supposed to do case studies, which, I know, the legendary case studies, which had been done by many of my friends outside Inti. It looks fun, really. But due to physical and mental overburdened situation, I pray hard to myself that I will have enough determination, passion and self-confidence to finish it. No doubt I will be spending lots and lots of time in front of the laptop again (>.<) Not only do the assignments started to add on to my burden, there is also Communication Law and Ethics quiz and homework for tomorrow. Feli, I seriously can feel your stress =( And not only that, we have to read tons of approximately 30 pages long journals for both Communication Law & Ethics and Media Issues & Contents subjects. Urgh. Luckily tomorrow's classes start at 2.00 p.m. or else I will be found half-dead in my room =S I am still feeling tired now. Average HP = 175/300 ( according to the Persona 3 Fes I am playing now =p ). I think I will have a nap first then start on everything. Today, Psychology assignment ( at least I will start on some ), study for the quiz and decide topic for Media Issues & Contents assignment. Yoshi~! I can do it! XD p/s : Shinjiro-senpai died!! I can't believe it! ( Persona 3 Fes )
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2009/09/08, 4:57 PM
Contented!  I feel contented today =) And to imagine last night I was worrying for no reasons, I feel like a dummy now (>.<) I know there will be lots of happenings today. Yeah, with the usual 3 subjects all in one day, what do you expect? First of all, Media Issues and Contents. I know there will be a presentation today but I didn't really prepare much. What I did was just read through my selected journal ( had to read through lots of it to find the one I like most =p ), and organised what I will be saying later in front of the class. So basically, I just understand the thing and remember the examples XD So basically, I talked about Do Men and Women See the Same Things in Advertisements? I find this an interesting topic and before reading it, I don't even realise that such fact actually exist =p Well, according to the journal, women tend to observe detailed and particular small items in the advertisement whereas men tend to only see the big picture of the whole advertisement. I don't know whether this is true or not to you guys. I don't know it myself as I did not do much research on men's and women's preference of advertisements. Maybe I will do it later though hehe. But as for me, I think this is quite true. Well, I tend to notice the main product first and during the second look at the advertisement, I will tend to observe those 'side products' instead =p I find it interesting, don't you? Oh well, the presentation went on well and I was kinda relieved XD But I still need to improve on my nerves and my speaking more aiks =S In Communication Law and Ethics, we spent most of our time discussing about the group project. Urgh yeah it's here. But it seems to be fun. We are supposed to look for a music video and analyse about the media laws, issues and ethics in it. At least during the process of looking for the music video, it will be fun, but the analysis can be a headache. And I am kinda confused with this certain problem now. Are we supposed to study Malaysia's law or US's law? Although Ms.Cheryl told us that it is more practical for us to study Malaysia's law cause we are going to stay in Malaysia anyway, but from what I saw from the past semester's exam papers, it was all about US's law @.@ Now I don't know what to study. Of course it's best to study everything lar lol! Next in Social Psychology, I was so so so relieved that the certain particular case that I had chosen does not clash with the others. I had wanted to do this case since I first spotted in on the newspaper. It's a case about fake degree's certificates. It is highly related to us and of course, to me, it is an easy and interesting topic to write about. Oh well, might as well start early so that I won't have to rush at the last minute =S Basically, this is all about today. Oh, I met Max again. I wonder why I always meet him huh? Before he enrolled in Inti, I already always bumped into him in Sunway Pyramid. Haha, talk about coincidence XD Tuning in to : Alone by Hitomi ( Code Geass OST ) Labels: College
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2009/09/06, 3:00 AM
Indulgence 3.00 a.m. in the morningToo many to do, too little time. Too many addictions, too little time to focus on all.Forums, animes, games, mangas, downloads, assignments, studies, dramas, readings, notings etc etc. I hope I got 48 hours a day. Oops that sounds a bit wrong in some way right? Even if I have 48 hours a day, it is still useless when I don't have the determination to do what I am supposed to do. I realised when I want to escape from the reality, I will indulge myself in the addictions. And whenever I do so, it will take a long time for me to come back. There must be a way. A solution. To eliminate these unwanted / unneccessary bumpers. But I haven't figure one till now. I am still searching for something. I am always searching for something. There is too much stuff happening around me now. I don't know how long I can last but I will try my best. Sometimes I really hate myself in some way. But in the same time, I realised there is no other person for me to trust except for myself. Thus, I have to talk to myself more. Don't think of me as if I am insane. I know what I am doing. Labels: Random
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2009/09/04, 2:55 PM
Survival of 1st Week in Sem 2  Hello! =D I am very very tired now but if I sleep/nap, I feel like I am wasting my time =S Haha, okay I don't like to sleep much. Weird huh? Anyway, I am glad to announce that I survived my first week of semester 2. Woohoo~! After the first week, what I can conclude is : It's tough, it's not easy, it's bumpy and it requires lots of hardwork. And seriously, I mean more hardwork than the last semester. To be honest, I was kinda slacking in the last semester. Seriously! I didn't actually reach what I want and now I am regretting on it =( But anyway, it's unavoidable, right? As a human, we tend to slack and Mr.Lazy just won't get tired of visiting you. Even now also I am feeling kinda restless and tired *yawns* Another reason is because of the timetable as well. Urgh. Long hours in college just make people more tired. Agree? XD I know I need to do lots of research and reading. I know I need to improve my English writing and I know I need to coorperate well with everyone. Oh dear. I know I need to do these but it's easy by just typing here. You know, it is actually really really hard to be a person. I don't know why do these unneccessary emotions have to arise and disturb people's peaceful life. I don't have the power to blend with everything. I hope you guyz can understand. *sighs* Guess I am talking crappy stuff again (>.<) I forsee a tough time ahead of us. I really do. I had realised it since I started the new semester. If you are aware of my last posts, you can see what I mean. It's tough you know IT'S TOUGH. I wonder when will all these end? Okay then, I guess I will just go back to work. I will not give up though, even after I had been crapping so much about it. It's just another stage in our life. Take it, conquer it, and survive =p That's all, tata! =) Labels: College
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2009/09/01, 6:23 PM
1st Day of 2nd Semester  Phew... I am so tired now I can fall asleep straightaway! (>.<) I guess I still haven't get used to waking up so early in the morning *yawns* Argh my eyes are feeling so sleepy now, I think it can close any minute =.= Okay anyway. First day of the 2nd semester in college! Haha. I don't know whether I should be happy or not. To tell the truth, I was really excited and was longing to study all the new subjects. But after the classes, I foresee a bumpy and tough road ahead and realised it will not be something that will make me too happy =S Communication Law And Ethics : Well, this subject is all about law and ethic in the media profession field. And law means memorising and understanding facts urgh * the word 'history' flies across the head =.=* I want to know the laws haha I always want to but one thing I'm scared of if, what happens if suddenly I just lose all the interest in whatever I am doing? Uhoh, this won't be nice right? So I have to keep on reminding myself over and over again. En. The lecturer Ms. Cheryl is an easy-going person. Yeah she is definitely nice to be with, just hope that she won't be to cruel to us =S Oh well, I can see she can be a good lecturer too, as she prepared her materials and provides us with extra materials to assist in our studies =p Media Issues and Contents : Awww Ms.Elly lol! Yup my Human Comm. lecturer had become my MIC lecturer for this semester XD Now I find myself longing to attend this class more than the other class. Maybe I just miss last semester too much =( *sighs* Anyhow, this subject is all about literature ( in media ) and analysing facts. According to Ms.Elly, there will be no notes for this subject and we are required to read lots of articles and journals. Urgh I don't mind the reading part but then, I can foresee a crooked path ahead =S Time for more reading! XD Introduction to Social Psychology : Oh gosh okay the lecturer Ms.M is strict. And I don't mean normal strict O.o Is it a good thing or a bad one? Hmmm... I think 50/50. Agree? Hehe. Well, if the lecturer is strict, then we will tend to be more serious right? But on the other side, we will not feel comfortable in her class. Some kind of tension will arise lol. Argh I better make sure myself study first before going to her class =S Actually I am looking forward to this subject. Well, and I realised it is somehow similar to Human Comm. Haha. Okay. More reading as well. Yes as you can see, this semester is all about reading, researching and analysing. And by this, it is time to work harder. Not forgetting that it is a short semester and I am not willing to waste any minute of my time. 7 weeks, people! 7 weeks and it will be over XD Oh yeah, I met Max as well. He was my NS mate and had enrolled in the September intake lol. Kinda nice to meet him back. And he dyed his hair! Gold color some more. Hmmm.... He looks better, in my opinion (>.<) Okay then, that's all for today's post. Gotta run, ciao! =) Labels: College
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