HAPPY HOLIDAY & HAPPY HALLOWEENeveryone! My 2-months holiday started today and all of a sudden, the days seem to be so much better now XD Anyway, do you like rain? Well, to me, it's okay hehe. I used to love it but not my love towards it had already lessen (>.<) Don't ask me why because I am not sure bout it myself as well lol. Okay, so to start off with the first day of my holiday, I went to for the seminar of undang. YES, driving lessons.AT LONG LAST. So since my mother knows someone for it, she arranged it and I went to the 5-hours long seminar =S Hmmm... Actually it was not as bad as I expected. Quite okay, especially the first part of the seminar, where the speaker kept on showing us those funny advertisements videos, reminded me of media issues lol. But of course, another main reason why I did not feel that boring is because... haha, nothing lar don't want to disclose here first hehe. My instructor came to fetch me at 8.00 a.m. and a long with 3 other girls, which I recognised as my high school juniors went to Damansara for the talk.
Okay so seminar done and next I will be taking the test. I hope that I can get at least a P license in2 months (which the instructor said it's possible) so as to avoid the questions bombarded at me everytime haha. But actually I am kinda worried and scared also. First time driving man! Oh gosh! =S Those who can drive, you all will help me wan right? Hehehehehehe~ *evil laugh*
Oh, I forgot to mention about yesterday. Well, in conjunction with the last day of the semester, most of the DMC-ians (semester 2) went to Sunway's Yuen for steamboat! Haha, it was really enjoyable and I am sure everyone had a good time there =) However, something unfortunate happened. Although no one was hurt but seriously I felt bad. How can people be so bad?! For goodness sake! =.= *sighs*
So what am I going to do for this holiday. Nah, not working as usual. Papa don't allow it =( I had been facing my phone a lot and I am still gonna face my phone a lot (hehe). Outings and outings and outings muahahahaha. Come come people! XD And master photoshop if can hehe. And... hmmm... Maybe the usual AMG? Try to finish all the waiting-list (>.<) Sorry for abandoning you *sniffs* 2 months. Not that long and not that short, but believe me, it will change things =D
Hey people! You might ask why am I here since my finals will be starting officially tomorrow =p But oh well, I don't know why but somehow, I had yet to experience more tension. Maybe later I will be crashing my head on the wall hehe.
I just got my personal astrological reading so I just feel like sharing it with you all here :
You were going to blessed with a period of chance and opportunities.
A Transit period is on the way and you are perfectly positioned to get the very best out of the opportunities it is set to bring.
These opportunities are going to have a great impact on your life.
During this period you can expect some very positive financial changes in your life.
It seems that one very important opportunity will be made to you and this opportunity is linked to an unexpected sum of money.
It seems that this sum of money will help you with your projects, ambitions and investments.
Firstly, I think that you are someone who is very mature for your age and I feel strongly all the things which you have lived through in your life so far, notably the fact that you have gone through certain changes and some major difficulties.
As a matter of fact, you often have the impression to have grown up a little too soon, certainly in comparison to those around you and to the responsibilities you have.
I know that you have the desire to discover all of the things you haven't yet been able to, either because of time or opportunity.
I can see something important for you concerning the people that are closest to you and I can feel someone, a sibling or a friend, who is very close to you.
In a more general manner I can see that you are sensitive to other people's feelings, you often put other's needs ahead of your own (sometimes at your own expenses) and you often put other people's needs ahead of your own, especially those of close friends and family.
Can I believe this? Oh well. Just for fun though hehe. But the information was requested from someone professional so I still have my doubts =S
Anyway, my laptop is perfectly okay now woohoo~! Sent it to the 'hospital' in Glenmarie in the morning and managed to get it back in the afternoon. Luckily! Or else I will be so dead without all the notes (>.<) No more distracting reflections on my screen! Muahahaha~ XD XD
Oh anyhow, ALL THE BEST to all INTI-ians (whoever taking the exams now) and GOOD LUCK! =p
2009/10/26, 7:53 PM
Emotional Swing
Finals is around the corner, in fact, 2 days to be accurate. But I am having emotional swing these days. A lot of things have been bugging my mind. I don't know how to deal with it. So I spent most of my time on my bed. I don't really have the intention to sleep and I am not tired as well, but somehow, I don't have the mood to do anything, not even study. But luckily I study continuously so I won't have to deal with trauma the day before exam =S
Somehow, I seriously don't know how to deal with everything. Everything is like, changing. And that is what that makes me feel insecure. It's like, too sudden. I can't adapt to it. That's why I am having emotional swing. I think I need time. But time like now is very tough for me. I need to do things step by step. Slowly, cause, I need time to adapt to changes. But somehow, this is a period which I have to go through. If not, I will not be able to go through these changes in the future. Somehow, I have to be prepared and get used to it. I have seek a certain way to make myself happy. Even if it is the toughest way in the world, I must learn to adapt to it.
Okay... So the short semester had came to an end. Hmmm... If you ask me about my feelings, I can just say that it was full of ups and downs. Yeah. Downs, as usual, you can expect it from every college students, including me, yeah haha. Ups... Hmmm... What can I say? It was ... like... lots of changes? Yeah, I think I can say that. But it was kinda hard to explain. However, it was nice and.. yeah XD XD Watch out for my laggy words =S
I thought short semester is going to be like, full of hectics but surprisingly, I was wrong. It wasn't that hectic anyway. But, yeah, of course it was hectic and tension but... well, you get me right? lol! Anyhow, it was notthat bad, maybe I should put it this way XD
Finals are coming up soon and yeah, after that, freedom woohoo~! So, just work through this and 2 months, I will be free of tension muahahaha~
The So-Called 'Darker Than Black' Team. We were given the name because we were all in black during Social Psychology Presentation XD XD
Finally done with all the presentations and assignments! Woohoo~ I felt so relieved! But finals are coming up so we still can't relax yet (>.<) Anyhow, at least it's going to end soon and that is a good news. Agree? Agree! Haha!
The Social Psychology experiment was the most hectic assignment I had ever done (Come on, what are you talking about? It was just the semester 2! XD). Yeah I know it might be but okay, it was the most hectic assignment I had ever done in these 2 semesters. But it was fun! A lot of traveling here and there, a lot of money spent, and a lot of stuffs. Oh yeah, not forgetting the day when we actually had a lot of incidents compiled in a single day (You know what I mean haha). Oh not forgetting we had been meeting up at night as well just for the assignment. Big sacrifice right? But somehow, I don't think it's such abad thing. Well, it was not bad, in my opinion, just maybe a bit tiring =( Never mind, the energy can be recharged in the 2 months holiday woohoo~! ). However, we should learn to notdo things last minute again (>.<).
I don't know why I wasn't that nervous during Law Presentation but I was during the Social Psychology Presentation =S
At least now everything is over and it is time to focus on the finals instead, indirectly telling me to study (>.<) But don't know why, somehow, I think I will be really bored if there is no activities to do during the holidays. Cause, at least when you come to college you will be able to meet up friends and enjoy with each other, but when you are in the house, you got less contact and most probably the laptop will make up most of my holidays (>.<) However, I was forced to follow my family to Bangkok. I don't really have the strong intention to go to Thailand now that's why the news doesn't really make me happy.
Okay, so that's all for the updates. I know I am lagging of updates but oh well, you will be expecting more(?) during the holdiays =p Oh and before I forget.....
A candid shot of Afiqah muahahaha~ Don't blame me for this, blame the naughty Kok Han who, somehow, I think supports invasion of privacy. Haha. Tell me if you want it=p
Does it make you hungry? Well it's okay if it don't cause it made ME hungry XD ( My Saturday's dinner =p )
Hey there people! I decided not to abandon my blog anymore and continue with the updates. I also realized there is a lack of photos in the blog thus I decided to put more pictures XD.
As usual, days had been hectic and full with business but no worries, these tension days are going to end soon ( one week plus to be accurate =p ) when the semester ends. Woohoo~! The two months holiday is summoning my soul muahaha. I have to prepare tons of animes, games and mangas so my holiday won't be that boring. Oh not forgetting more and more outings hehe.
So what we left here now is : One more assignment to go, 1 (?) more presentation to go and final exams. Thus, end semester two. Actually to be frank, I am kinda relieved when the semester is going to end. It only means I survived another semester but to be honest again, 'to survive' only is not my whole purpose. You should know what I mean right? With the pressure and tension from my parents, my surroundings and myself, it somehow became aneedfor me to strive for more. But in another words, that doesn't mean that I am striving under force but I am enjoying what I am doing as well in the same time.
Besides, I am facing another change in my life as well. Hmmm well I can't really say it's a change yet but somehow, I feel that if I am really serious about it, it will change. Just the matter of whether I want to or I don't want to. My heart tells me to have a go. And thus, I will most probably follow what my heart says if there is no obstacle =) You might not understand what I am saying here now but trust me, you will if everything goes on smoothly =D I have to adjust myself in the same time (>///<)
By the way, I am also having problems with my laptop's LCD. I think it's the LCD since the technician assumed it to be so XD Urgh what nice timing right? *sighs* But I will definitely make it back to normal. It's my beloved treasure anyway haha! *ignore my idiocy thanks (>.<)*
Okay, that's all for this crappy post and all the best in the last week of the semester! XD
You are confident enough in yourself that you do not always need that someone by your side, or need to know what they are doing. You trust that they are loyal and don't need constant reassurance. You can spend a night out with your friends and have fun, with or without your partner. Despite these characteristics, you always assure that your partner knows you are devoted to them, even through the most subtle gestures.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
Okay, since now I am recharged and got my mood back (my mood was frigging bad just now), I should talk about what happened these two days =D
Yesterday (15th October 2009, Thursday), at around 9.00 p.m., our Social Psychology group-mates met up to discuss about the assignment. At around 9.00 p.m., Kok Han came and picked me up after he picked Afiqah up. We were supposed to discuss our assignment in SS15 McDonald's drive-through but since we were fed up with the atmosphere of McD and it was kinda noisy at that time, we changed our venue to Old Town White Coffee instead. LOL~ By the time we reached there it was already 9.35 p.m. So we discussed just a little and at around 11.30 p.m. Kok Han fetched me and Afiqah home XD
The next day a.k.a. today is the exciting part. We wanted to continue one with out experiment so we went to McD (again) for another short discussion first and decided to head off to Summit for more victims *evil laugh* Two cars headed out this time. Afiqah, Yika and Ivan in one car and Kok Han and I in the another one. I don't know why but I just feel more secured in Kok Han's car rather than Ivan's haha (sorry Ivan no offend XD XD ). Okay so we got off to Summit, not many people and not many shops were opened and so (once again) we decided to change our location, this time, The Curve, the one in Damansara. And here starts the ADVENTUROUS journey muahaha. I show break it down to the 'unexpected incidents' lol!
Incident No.1
Since Ivan and the others have more things to get rid of before going there, Kok Han and I decided to find our way there first, as we were not very sure of ourselves. I admit I am kinda poor in directions haha. So, we started and got lost. Haha! We ended up in a traffic jam and realized we were in the wrong direction (missed out the flyover) so we have to U-turn back from Old Klang Road. The funny thing is, we ended up in the wrong direction againwhich brought us to Puchong instead of Bandar Sunway so to avoid the toll house, we turned into an housing area and after several turns here and there, we ended up in Bandar Sunway, without knowing how we got there XD XD
Incident No.2
So we were finally on the right track. The road was kinda smooth since we were in the correct path and the jam was not that serious that time. Then, we were just a little bit further to The Curve when Kok Han turned into the wrong lane XD Instead of turning into the parking area of Ikano Power Centre, he turned into the Damansara housing area haha. Okay, never mind, we still can U-turn back, and here comes the interesting part. We U-turned, and we ended up in this small lane, which will eventually lead us back to the main road but we had to go through a kinda-high-'sand'-bum to get out. So, since we got only one choice we used the sand-bum and GOT STUCK. The car's wheels were moving but the car is not moving! Okay, so how?
Paniclor. Called the toll truck but it will only be there at 3.00 p.m. (it was around 1.10 p.m. that time). Without the intention to wait, we started to figure our own way. We tried to push the car but it won't work. Then Kok Han came out with the brilliant idea which involved rocks and woods. I don't really know how to explain this in words but it worked. Of course, with the help of some passer-by as well. Phew~
Incident No.3
I thought it will be all okay now after the 'adventure', but I was wrong. We did our experiment successfully in The Curve and when we wanted to head back, the car got lost. Haha imagine that. We searched for the whole parking lot, the whole level but cannot find. So we went down one level, and we found it. Kinda funny actually. Haha. Aiyorrr sometimes we can be so blur O.o
I was wondering why did so many things happen today. It was really... don't know how to say. But somehow, I don't think it's a bad thing. Got lost, car stuck, car lost, then got lost again. It was like an unexpected day with unexpected situations and I thought it would just be another happy Friday XD XD But I don't think it was a bad experience. Kinda fresh actually. It's good to have a change in the lifestyle sometimes. More excitingmar haha. Anyway, there's nothing to be sorry or worry about, brother, so don't feel guilty, shy or whatever negative feelings you got now haha. It's just another life experience *winks*
Okay, I must remember today already -- 16th October 2009 (Friday) -- The Memorable Day XD XD
Presentation was kinda okay today. But I think I can do better. I tend to forget what I want to say aiks (>.<) But luckily it went on quite well. My research was on the stereotypes of homosexuals in the Japanese media. Actually it was a risk for me when I decided on this topic. It was rare, yeah. I wanted to do research on homosexuals only but for some reasons, I can't take Western's media in the way in how they portrayed the homosexuals. So instead, I did the country I am familiar of, Japan, haha. Quite fun actually, during the whole research. Another reason why I chosed the country, well, as I said in the presentation, it was because Japan is always portrayed as a close-minded, repressive and feudal country. I was kinda curious in why they actually produce so manyhomosexual related products without the restriction from the government. That's another reason why I wanted to do research on it. And another reason, it was because I can get my samples and resources easily. I got tons of related genre in my collection and I got tons of relations to the sources.
Take this chance to thank the forums' friends. They really helped me a lot in providing information and resources. Really really helpful~ XD
Anyway, what do you think of Katsuya? Haha~ Kakoii right??? Muahaha~ I am kinda excited when I took Kichiku Megane as a sample haha.
(My first risky step towards relating my assignment to something I am interested and like in XD)
Sorry for the lack of updates. These days I was just too busy and too tired urgh. Anyhow, I am here to update today and you might not be expecting more updates for me in the following days unless I finished my work before the datelines XD
One thing for sure, although the week had been hectic and tiring, it was definitely an enjoyable one. I think I should break it down, right? Or else it will be too messy to read. *Warning: Long post ahead* XD
Social Psychology Experiment
Due to this experiment, we (me, Kok Han, Ivan, Afiqah, Weng Loong) had a fantastic tour around Subang Jaya, even to places I myself, who is currently residing in Subang Jaya, is not familiar of. Yeah, we get to sit in the car for likehours but it was kinda fun haha. Last Saturday, we did our first attempt. Our first target was Sunway Pyramid, but we didn't manage to get much from there (well, at least we get some lol). Then we went to tour around Subang Jaya, annoying passers-by. There were a few funny incidents along the way and it was really fun.
Our second attempt was yesterday (also another Saturday). This time we didn't go to any shopping malls anymore. Instead, poor friends became our 'victims'. I want to express my appreciation here to some friends of mine -- Edmond, Felicity, Kuan Zee. Thanks for helping and sosorry for the trouble (>.<) I feel so bad haha. Anyhow, this time, we managed to get something out of it. Kinda interesting haha.
Oh, okay. And Afiqah's Open House on Friday. It was really fun! Thanks for inviting! =) And thanks the brother Kok Han for fetching me home on Friday and Saturday =)
I think that's all I've got to say. My brain is kinda laggy now. If you want to know more updates about me, just view my Twitter or Facebook lol (Cause whatever I post on Twitter will eventually make its appearance on Facebook lol). Till then! =3
Before I update about my daily life, I want to post some meaningful quotes here, which really reflects on my life and thinking =)
"There is no Perfection in this World"~ Mayuri Kurotsuchi, Bleach.
"They're called miracles because they don't happen."~Shiori Misaka, Kanon 2006.
"If you aren't remembered, then you never existed."~Arisu.
"Nothing's perfect, the world's not perfect. But it's there for us, trying the best it can; that's what makes it so damn beautiful."~Roy Mustang, Fullmetal Alchemist.
"No matter how talented you are, you by yourself cannot change the world alone."~L, Death Note.
"The world as you know it is not reality, that is a world you have created for yourself."~Ichihara Yuuko, XXX Holic.
"If you have the power to do something, why not put it to good use?"~Mu LaFlaga, Gundam Seed.
"Life is suffering, but still, we find reasons to keep living."~Osa, Princess Mononoke.
"Our wounds will heal with time. Though the scars won't."~Allen Walker, D.Gray Man (Ep.12)
"There is a limit to the number of happy days one has."~Rena, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni.
"There are only two choices for humans to choose from. You can decide to make and effort, or to give up."~Hanamoto, Honey & Clover.
"The more the lights shine, the deeper the darkness hides in your heart."~Neuro, Majin Tantei.
"Everyone's gonna die. It's a natural part of life. But if life has no purpose, you're dead already."~Kiba, Wolf's Rain.
"Most of us are not as happy or as miserable as we think we are; the important thing is not to get bored with living your life or having hopes."~Ghost in the Shell 2:Innocence.
"Everything has a beginning and an end. Life is just a cycle of starts and stops. There are ends we don't desire, but they're inevitable, we have to face them. It's what being human is all about."~Jet Black, Cowboy Bebop.
"Although we can't stop what's going downstream, let's be ourselves. Just for a little longer."~Takemoto, Honey & Clover.
"The world won't change with pretty words alone."~Lelouch vi Britannia, Code Geass.
"Live for those who you have lost, and for those who you don't want to lose."~Jean, Claymore.
"If you want to know the truth, you must have the courage to accept it."
"There is no need to deny the existence of something just because you could not find it."
"You can always die, its living that takes real courage."~Himura Kenshin, Rurouni Kenshin.
"The world appears wonderful in the eyes of wonderful people."~Alicia Florence.
"Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain something with equal value must be lost."~Fullmetal Alchemist.
2009/10/07, 11:36 PM
My Role Model
Did I mention an idol of mine here? Hmmm, I guess nope right? So here goes.
Okay she (yeah a 'she') is totally the ideal person I want to be exactly. Not going to reveal who it is to avoid uncomfortable emotions XD Why you would ask. No.1, she is smart, yeah, and I don't mean just smart. She's just smart in her own way. She don't have to be really really hardworking to get top achievements. Yes, top achievements. She is hardworking but not to the extent to like, over-hardworking. Can say something like she study smart. She is determinedin whatever she does all the time ( not like me, halfway through I might lose determination easily lol), and she is really passionate in what she has to do. She do things perfectly, like, she will never allow minor mistakes in whatever she's doing. It's kinda fantastic actually, because we human nature tend to do small mistakes although we might be really careful (>.<).
Next, she is really good-looking. In the sense that, when you see her, you can sense the different aura coming out of her. No seriously, it's like, something unique. You can feel it, really. She is stylish, but not till the extent of over-stylish, it's like, she has her own style. That's really great. I mean like, she actually has the courage to dress up according to her liking and not purely based on the social norms. And she always have her smile on her face. Not exactly a big wide smile but just a friendly smile. She is very friendly around people and she really works around with the people around her. It's like, whenever she goes, she got friends. Yeah, you can say that she'ssociable=)
She's a really unpredictable person. It's kinda hard to figure her out sometimes. I am always attracted to this kind of person actually haha. Oh yeah not forgetting her leadership ability, like, she really know how to controlher team and her group. It's like wow, just wow. It's not easy, ya' know XD
See how perfect a person can be? Perhaps she might not be as perfect as how I see her, but to me, she's like the role model of my life. Yeah, and a person I look up to as well =3
Me here to blog again muahaha~ Nah I am not that free but at the moment, I don't feel like doing anything lol. Anyhow, I got this sudden contented feeling towards certain thing, and this thing is people-oriented. I haven't really gain much confidence in the work I am doing now but I will try my best. I just hate the feeling of not having enough confidence and being suspicious at stuff =S Tomorrow's test changed to Thursday! Woohoo~ I can't be more delighted. And tomorrow is the Academic Award Presentation Day as well. Oh gosh, how long had it been since the first semester ended? Somehow, I am still missing the last semester's lecturer, which, in my opinion, I feel more comfortable in their classes (>.<) Not that I say that this semester's lecturers are no good but maybe it's just my own problem =p
I am so clueless in something right now. And I know perfectly well why. I am clueless because I am directly involved with it. And by involving directly, I tend to oversee important things that will cause huge circumstances. It's scary really. So I keep on repeating and repeating, double triple etc. But still, I can't get rid of the uncertain feeling within me. It's like... something's missing or something's not right. I better repeat it again (>.<)
Okay so... HELLO PEOPLE! Had been so lifeless these days with all the assignments and studies to catch up =S Well, surprisingly, after putting non-stop pressure to myself, I am not having too much stress right now. Maybe I am already immune to it lol. Anyhow, studies is really becoming more and more tension now. Just hope that I won't get into more trauma. I realized that this time, I really got bored to the internet. I mean like, after facing it for more than half a day for years, anyone will get bored also, right? Hmmm... Maybe not because of the internet getting boring, is me myself getting too picky on what to do online haha. But anyway, the connection these days are really bad and I don't even get a chance to go online that often now (unless I want to get myself a heart attack XD)
In a few days in a row, I kept on getting dreams about death. Just last night, I dreamed of my own death. If you ask me whether it's scary or not, I will say "not really". Compared with the death of my love ones, surprisingly, I am not that afraid of death myself. Haha. Not only this creepy dreams, I am also having nightmares for few days already. But surprisingly, I don't really dislike it. It's like, at least I can escape from the reality for one night haha.
I hope life can be smoother. Yesterday I went to the temple and drew something for myself. It told me to work hard if I want to gain success. Well, haha, kinda true. I mean, if you work hard, only you got thechance to gain success, right? Cause, even if you work hard, there's no guarantee that you will definitely gain success. That's what I realized these days. Life is not that easy, ya' know XD
Okay, got to run. I am just stealing a few minutes here to update cause if I don't, I will have to face spam from my mailbox. Till then! =)
1.) More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me.
I'm not in this category lol. Usually I prefer listening than talking =3
2.) Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.
Haha! True true. And you will start cover up anxiously.
3.) Sometimes, I'll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what was going on when I first saw it.
Yeah so true! I wonder why I was so interested in watching the movies when I was young when I don't even understand it XD
4.) I think everyone has a movie that they love so much, it actually becomes stressful to watch it with other people. I'll end up wasting 90 minutes shiftily glancing around to confirm that everyone's laughing at the right parts, then making sure I laugh just a little bit harder (and a millisecond earlier) to prove that I'm still the only one who really, really gets it.
My gosh this is awfully true. Happens to me all the time (>.<)
5.) 'LOL' has gone from meaning, 'laugh out loud' to 'I have nothing else to say'.
Haha! Correct correct that's me XD
6.) What would happen if I hired two private investigators to follow each other?
I want to know too =p
7.) I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changed to my ten page research paper that I swear I did not make any changes to.
Wow today is already Friday. See how fast the week passes by? Just like a blink of eye. Kinda awesome. Scary as well. Well, this week was a very very busy week. Hardly got time to relax. Everyday when I go home also got something to do. So many journals to study, so many journals to analyse, so many research to do. It's not that I don't like to do it, but I prefer to do things with enough freedom for me. I don't like to do rushing stuff cause for sure , no doubt, it won't produce good results. It's kinda tension, no doubt but no doubt again, it's human nature to slack off sometimes. Don't worry much if you tend to slack off sometimes, it's just normal, and it's definitelyNOT a sin =) We are human mar . XD
This weekend gonna be busy as well. With more assignments datelines coming up, I can't even relax even if I want to. Yeah, sometimes my determination tend to shake, but I will feel guilty, and I hate the feeling of disappointment, not towards others, but me. I mean like, if I become disappointed with myself, then what will happen? The lost of determination = The lost of self-confidence = The lost of self-esteem. If we lost all these things, we will lost the meaning of life as well. Hey, don't misunderstand kay? What I said above is all my opinion, it has nothing to do with whatever truth of the world or anything.
Nothing much to say. Tata! (Not in the mood to blog)
Welcome to my ranting ground. I write what I feel and I say what I think.
Enjoy your visit here and if there's any technical difficulties, feel free to mail me at suwerndono@hotmail.com.
Hey! I am Su Wern. 22nd January is my special day.
I am currently a Communication & Media Studies student, which is the most happening industry one can ever imagine :D
1.) I am UNPREDICTABLE.
2.) I have rapid mood-changing issue.
3.) I possess strong curiosity.
4.) My main motivation to do things is base on my personal interest.
5.) Observant.
6.) I crap and talk a lot to my close ones.
7.) I fear the sea.
8.) I am very possessive.
9.) I am stubborn.
10.) I often think too much.
11.) I am very protective towards people I love.
Finals is around the corner, in fact,
Okay... So the short semester had came to an end. Hmmm... If you ask me about my feelings, I can just say that it was full of 
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Sorry for the lack of updates. These days I was just 
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Wow today is already