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2011/02/27, 10:01 AM

The Night Atmosphere

What's your favorite and least favorite time of the day?
I guess some of you might had came upon this question when you were doing some quiz.

I dislike night time and my favorite time of the day would be the morning.

Overthinking leads to negative thinking, and the atmosphere of a night time does not make it better. Happens to me very often. I feel like I'm a different person in the morning and after the sun goes down. Perhaps it was just the way I was raised. When the sky is bright, you face reality; when the sun is off to take a long break, my sense of reality is off for a rest as well. Somehow, I just can think better in the morning compared to during the night time. Can't really think straight.

But I'm feeling a lot better now. Since that I had realized this weakness of my mind, I think I will be able to do something about it :)

Happy Sunday everyone :)

Labels: Random

2011/02/26, 9:48 PM

Pathetic

"Being used. Being thrown away. Broken promises."

Summarized what I'm feeling now.
Ended up being by myself when I'm in the worst situation ever.

Maybe it's meant to be like that. Only immature me will thought that things had changed.
When the truth is, there is just no one to depend on.

Pathetic.

Labels: Ranting

2011/02/25, 5:19 PM

Those Accusations & Judgments

Hello! I sincerely apologize this act of mine because I'm going to start the post with a short ranting.

Simply hate being accused. Unless you are exactly who I am, please keep your judgments to yourself. Every single word hurts and so do every single assumptions you made. I used to respect you so much, but not anymore. Reality hits hard.

Everything is going on well now. Of course with its ups and downs but hey, I will be going through this because I know perfectly well that this means nothing in the real world. I admit I am pampered and spoiled. But I grow up and I learn. You may continue to accuse me, continue to scream at me, or even continue to implant unfair & wrong judgments but you know what, I know exactly what I am doing and your fake and immature accusations will never be my downfall.

Sometimes things, or even persons, are not what as you think. I'm just upset. I feel very much betrayed because of all the respect I had on this/these person(s), who turned out to be totally different of what you always thought it is.

Just forget about it, Su Wern. People judge. And there is no way you can escape from it.

Screw judgments and accusation. It's been so long but it still gets me all the time. Frustration.

Labels: Ranting

2011/02/23, 4:02 PM

Perfect Pace

I started off with nothing. Nothing to gamble. Nothing to lose.
But now. I ended up with everything. Every step is a risk. Everything seems dangerous.

In Skip Beat!, her initial plan was revenge. But as time goes by, she realizes that the industry is where she is suppose to be. A place for her in the world.

Everything is working on a perfect pace at the moment. Am quite happy and satisfy with the current situation :)

Labels: Random

2011/02/15, 11:00 AM

Klang House-Hopping

Final house-hopping in Klang for our diploma year! Thanks for having us and I enjoyed it very much :D We didn't really get to hop between houses last year due to the lack of time but I'm really glad we managed to this year.

Departed at around 10.45 a.m. with Han and reached Ivan's at around 11.15 a.m.
Visited Adrian's grandma's restaurant. Thanks for the mee and the yam cake! They are awesome :D
Visited Adrian's.
Visited Weng Loong's. Thanks for the pizzas! :D
Visited Ivan's. Gambled ~~without money~~.
Visited Keat Tong's. Gambled with money! But did not join D:
Vivo for dinner @ Aeon Bukit Tinggi. Thanks for the dinner, Keat Tong!

Let's do it again even after we graduate shall we? :P

Updating Valentine's post soon. Pictures are not with me! D:

Labels: Day

2011/02/11, 6:27 PM

Mood Swing

Something is definitely wrong with my mood these days. Am hating the hormones issue and am being repulsive. Constant mood swings are not doing me any good. I want to get out of this cramped box and shower myself with more and more situations. All for distraction sake.

Sometimes I got the sudden feeling of not wanting to talk.

Labels: Ranting

2011/02/10, 8:47 PM

Assuming vs Expecting

The best way to avoid disappointment is not to expect anything.

I've tried. But.. not exactly failed.
The main point is, I never tried. I just assume.
...which I guess is the worst decision I've ever made.

Because assuming is so much more hurtful than expecting when you meet disappointment.

No excuses.
No lies.
No explanations.

I don't want any of it.
I just don't want to know.
And by so,
Please,
Don't do anything that you know it will hurt me.

Is that even hard?

Labels: Random, Ranting

2011/02/09, 5:28 PM

The Blind Spot

There had been lots of changes in things that we can't really see especially when we ourselves are in the situation. A great example, what changes do you see in yourself? Perhaps to some of you, you might be able to answer the question but there is actually more answers within the answers, if you get what I mean.

The 4th study week started with the pouring in of workloads. Like, finally.

Livita does not work on me. Have to try Red Bull next. But it's not good to strain my own body. It's unhealthy.

Labels: Random

2011/02/05, 12:26 AM

Chinese New Year 2011

Hello hello! Happy Chinese New Year! :D It's a rabbit year this year and if you realized, the rabbit mascot used in Astro's channels is awesomely adorable :3

Let's talk about rabbits? I really like rabbits. They are cute; they are fluffy; they are soft; they are chubby. To make it short -- they are adorable. I personally love brown rabbits. Not too much of the whites because they are too common. Perhaps I'm just not a person who love too-common-things. Just kidding. Anyhow, rabbits are cute (exactly how many times had I repeated this? Forget about it. The main point is, you get me, no?). So I will be looking forward to an awesome rabbit year rather than the tiger year (last year). I believe it will be so much better :D

Some small updates!

Just got back from hometown with the usual festival celebration with the relatives. But I feel most glad with the fact that I met my cousins whom I had not met for years. I don't know how to describe it but I just feel glad. You get me :)
I watched Shaolin 3 times. First in the cinema with Han; second in my uncle's house (which was yesterday); and third in my own house with the family (which is today). I can't believe myself. It's an awesome movie. ~~so much better than Green Hornet although I'm impressed with Jay Chou's performance~~. Go watch it and get some enlightenment about life :P
By the way, I totally adore Wu Jing. For those who don't know, he is an actor from China. It had been years since I watched his last series and it's really exciting to see him acting again. I'm a big fan of him. Now am depressing for his previous series. Desperate for the downloads haha.

So I did a small research on my zodiac & horoscope for this year! I'm a horse, and an Aquarius, which I really can't deny I'm not because yes, I am. ~~crap~~. Overall, it's awesome and I'm glad about it. So let's see how things will turn out shall we?

Goodnight! And have an awesome Chinese New Year celebration with the company of those cute & adorable bunnies! :P

p/s: ~~hello homework & assignments!~~

Labels: Day

2011/02/01, 11:25 AM

Hello February :)

Goodbye January. Hello February :)

Weather is awesomely cooling for the past few days. I hope the flood in Johor, Melaka, and Seremban gets better :( It's Chinese New Year! Just thinking of how much trouble the people in those states have to face when celebrating the festival is just so heart aching. In past years, Chinese New Year was always hot and burning, but it's so different this year. I just hope the weather gets better soon so that everyone can enjoy the festival with joy and laughter :')

An short but awesome reunion yesterday with high school mates, who I've never seen for almost two years. Everyone is still the same, which is so good to know :') Let's continue keep in touch kay :P

I won't be able to update for the next few days because I won't be around. So.... Happy CNY in advance and enjoy your holiday! :)

Labels: Day

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