Life happens in a swift. Imagine yourself being thrown into a situation that you are totally unfamiliar with, without any warning beforehand. And suddenly, you have to deal with unfamiliar environment, unfamiliar faces, and unfamiliar tasks. Won't you get a bit uncomfortable?

Things come unannounced. Having to step out of your own comfort zone is not easy. Definitely not.And before you know it, before you can even prepare, things changed. But what can you do? It's a tough decision between what you want and what you need, like I've always said. Sometimes, you just cannot manage to get over yourself. But the truth is, and what you must consider at moments like this is -- are you happy?

That's the most important question you must answer for yourself.

Cheesy post ahead.

Yesterday you asked me - although you had asked me like perhaps the millionth time - why do I chose you? There are so many choices out there. So many fishes in the sea. Hundreds, thousands, millions. But you are the only fish I want.

I can never find someone who truly accept me for what I am and for who I am. I trust deeply in you because I know you are different. You tell me - unconsciously and non-verbally - that you are the loyal person I can depend on. You give me the secure feeling. You tell me - unconsciously again - that you are not the typical guy who is constantly looking for other options even when you already have me - when you already made a vow with me. You tell me that you will work for us, and I believe in you. Look how much had you skyrocketed ever since we were together. You tell me that you will show me miracle, although I had tried so many times tumbling down your beliefs.

Most importantly, you believe in me. You are having faith in me. And you believe that your happiness lies with me. For me, nothing matters more than trust. And you are giving me that trust. You never give up on me, no matter how many times I had lost myself. You believe in me and who I am. You are constantly giving me the recognition and support.

But you asked again. Exactly what contributes to the spark? The spark that pulled us together although we hardly even spoke to each other when we first met.

Honestly, I got no perfect answer for that. And perhaps, I would tell you that it's the cheesy and cliche chemistry that had pulled us together. Because from the moment I saw you and know you - and I know same goes to you as well - we know this will work out. How do we know it? No idea. It just, happened.

Happy Sunday! How was your weekend going along? Mine was pretty dull. Not much plans but oh well, nothing beats some relaxed moments at home - in my own room - without any disturbance. I've got a new headset (like, finally) and a new mouse. Both white! Yes, to match the color of my lovely laptop. And nothing beats music blasting through your ears, immersed in your very own world, allowing no one to intrude the small world you had constructed.

I've started rereading Harry Potter books. Not from the first one of course, I would never make it to the movie premier. Started from the 6th book (Half-Blood Prince) and plan to read up to the final book. Loving every page of the book :)

Dilemma solved. Goodbye to the hard decision-making moment. Despise. I feel stupid for having to stuck myself into dilemma in that. Follow what your heart says. Listen carefully. And you will hear that it's whispering the answer to you. A bit over-dramatic, the way I explained. But yeah, that was how I did it.

Enjoy your last hours of Sunday. Back to work tomorrow! :) I can't wait to start studying again woohoo!

This post is supposed to be updated 2 days ago. But I had no time, no inspiration, no stamina. Hence, the update is late.

22nd June 2011 marks two important occasion. Academically and emotionally. It's always a coincidence that something will always fall on this date. Maybe it's just me thinking too much but still, it's my big day so I have all the rights to heee.

Attended my last ever Academic Award Ceremony for my diploma studies. Grabbed a President List and a Dean List from it. Mission accomplished. When I first got my Dean List, I told myself that no matter what, I must grab a President List for my diploma. And I got it. Satisfied with no regrets :)

I would say that the whole journey compiles mainly on luck, determination, patience, endurance, and effort. Not forgetting the most important element of all -- passion. I love the media and I love the communication elements. I always do. And this leads me to another struggle which I will talk about later in the same post.

A huge thanks and huge swarm of happiness tears to my daddy for attending every single ceremony I had went to, supporting me from the beginning to the very end. I love you, daddy :') *immersed in tears of joy*

I'm never able to make my parents proud when I was in my high school (don't blame me, I have zero interest towards science; as a typical Aquarian, nah nah for the things that I don't like). But I'm glad that I'm able to make them proud for my diploma life. Although it might seem easy (which mommy always says), but trust me, it was never easy. All the dramas, the hardships, the sweats and tears I went through. At that moment of time, it seems like the end of the world is really coming, but now thinking back, I think every single moment is worth it. I've grew up so much. In a speed that I don't even believe. Looking 2 years back, I really feel like laughing at myself hard for all the immature self I had back in those days.

But anyhow, the past is the past. What's important is the current, and what it can leads you towards your future.

22nd June 2011 also marks the 20th month of the pouring of responsibilities into a relationship. Similarly, it was never easy. But I believe it's all worth it. For me, what is most important in a relationship is definitely trust. I believe that the relationship ends when there is no more trust. And from a person like me, I never trust anyone easily (thanks to the pitiful past), and this particular person, had proved to me on how much he is worth my trust. And yes, with trust, the secure feeling comes into the picture and there is nothing much we can do but to put faith in each other and believe firmly that it will work out. Easy said, but when you actually want to feel this way, it's hard. That's where all the listen to your heart cheesy phases will come in.

It's hard to explain, but for me, I have no doubts, and that's more than enough :)

Final note: I can't wait for the last movie of Harry Potter. 10 awesome years, finally coming to an end. The feeling is surreal, and unexplained. But it's definitely great :)

Awesome hot in office. Big window behind me. Blazing hot sun outside.

Need ice-cream, or ice.

Finished work. So, what now? :P

Hello mid-of-the-year! It's June 21st today. Marking the mid of the year. Time do flies.

I can't believe that (if everything goes well) I will be starting my degree in another 1 month time. Time waits for no one. Honestly, it's not me rushing for time (or trying to tire myself to death) but a 5 to 6 months time break doing nothing is really not for me. Some may suggest that I can work first at this time period, but knowing me, I'm not really the type of person who can do one thing, then cut off, then proceed to another.

I demand focus.

But anyhow, everything is still on pending now. But yes, I'm good. Life's good :) Hope you are enjoying yours too. Will update about my life when I'm not lazy hee!

Aloha! [Definition: Su Wern's nostalgic way of greeting someone] Just came back from the saloon for makeover and is awesomely satisfied with the result. Picture tells more story than I can :

But of course it looks so much nicer on her. I mean, she's so pretty! :D

Anyhow, awesome happy with the makeover and yes, am satisfied :P

Kawakami Tomoko-san just passed away. I can't believe it :'( I still remember her familiar voice from Hikaru no Go, Air, Law of Ueki, Gensomaden Saiyuki and a lot more. Her voice is so recognizable and I just can't believe she's gone. RIP Kawakami-san :(
It's Saturday! What's your plan :)

Looking back at the archives plants mixed feelings in me. It was no doubt, nostalgic, but in the same time, it's entertainment. My bad. My blog seems dead and it's definitely not a good thing. But anyhow, my days are so boring and dull that I have nothing to update on. Except with the fact that I'm currently doing my internship a.k.a. my final diploma semester and everything is awesome. Nothing else. So what do you want to know more about me? I'm a boring girl....not.

Everyday is so-very happening. In my head.

Nah.

This post is pointless. Just to tell you that I'm alive and just to keep this blog alive.

If you are bored and if you have a blog, read back the archives and discover the immature or even unknown side of you. I did. And I'm going to hide before you can say "What?".

It's still nice to see some updates, no? :)

I got two blogs, by the way. If only you can find it *evil laugh*

p/s: Google Chrome doesn't awesomely allow me to color my words. Hates.

p/s2: Perhaps I should just go back to the daily update kinda stuff hee.